Straykids OS (Book)

18

Ship: Chanjin/ Hyunchan
Triggers/Warnings: it's sad

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Chan and Hyunjin are best friends, the two are inseparable but that one day, Chan had to tell his best friend that he has to move back to Australia. Both cried in each others arm, they were only 16 years when Chan told Hyunjin this, not knowing that it would take turn when he got 18, still the two did every day something else to make unforgetable moments. They both found a small group of friends and on that one day where Chan wanted to confess his feeling for his best friend, he had to went with his parets to the airport and take the next flight to Australia. He couldn't even tell the boys where he is nor something else.

At this moment he didnt knew, that because of his parents this friendship between not only Hyunjin, but also the other boys broke, because they thought he just wanted attention or something. He had to study in Australia and everthing and at the age of 23, he moved back to Korea, we're he opened his own company. He called it Bahngz. None of his friends knew his last name, so they didn't knew that it was Chan to which they sendet their applications, not even when they had their personal Interview with him, and that broke the Aussies heart.

But it wasn't the fault of the seven boys, it was the fault of his parents, he not only lost the love of his life but also six friends he loved the most. He accepted them all, just to have them around him, and they treated him with respect, he didn't used his korean name anymore, it was only Chris or Christopher, but not Chan or whatever. He actually hated it, but what could he do. He tried to be a good boss for them even tho he would want to be their friend again, but this thought changed a bit, after he accidentally overheard a conversation between the eight, it was about him.

"Does none of you misses Chan in any way?" Felix asked, they all looked at him confused until they all began to talk bad about the older boy. "No, not at all! He just left to who knows where without telling one of us anything." Jisung said and Minho agreed. Jeongin, Seungmin just like Felix stayed silent, knowing that their boss was listening and knowing that the so called Chris was none other than Chan himself. "I hate him... I hate him for leaving me on the day I wanted to tell him about my relationship with Minnie.." Hyunjin said, and that was the point where Chan 'accidentally' burst into the room.

With glossy eyes, he looked at all of them, and tried to form the right words, but nothig came out. He took a deep breath and then look at Changbin and Minho and said. "You two are in charge for today, dont mess it up. Understood?" After the two nodded he literally stormed out of the room, and his own company he ran to his car, and after he sat in it and the door was closd, he burst into tears.

The person he loved from the bottom of his heart, was in a relationship with one of the other boys. This evening, he sat in his bed and wrote a Song about this, he called it 18, cause he loved Hyunjin since they were 18. The next day, he sat in his office and downloaded the song to his music program, so that he could play it in the company. Hours passed where the seven boys where also in the company, and then, just as Hyunjin was about to open the door to his Boss, exactly that song stared to play. 

He could identify the voice as Chans, but he didn't understood how his Boss and Chan knew each other.  He stood the whole song infront of the door and listen to every freaking word the boy sang. Until he realized what Chan was singing. He let go of the door handle and went back into his own office and took his phone out, searching or Chans contact, he called him, but said boy didnt pick up. Chan meanwhile stared at his phone with emotionless eyes, and waited for the call to end. 

After that day, no one in the Bahngz company could get Chan to smile or even really to talk. He always looked sad, he most of the time sat in his office and worked, worked until his body betrayed him. And this happend over and over again, everyone was worried about their boss, just like Minho, Changbin, Hyunjin, Jisung, Felix, Seungmin and Jeongin but everytime someone tried to find out what happend, he just asked in a cold tone. "If you dont have something about work to talk, please leave my office." And after that he just begann to ignore you, and at that, hes really good. 

But there was this one day, this one day, where Chan stayed back and thought he was alone. He sat in his chair and cried while looking at two specific pitures. One of him and only Hyunjin, and the other one, with all the boys. He got startled when the seven boys burst into his room and saw him crying, he wiped away his tears and looked at them with this cold and emotionless look. "What?" Was all he said, and when he thought they would leave him, they went into his office and sat on the couch while looking at him.

Chan meanwhile, put the pictures away, and locked it. After that, he looked at the seven boys like he always would do. It was Hyunjin who exploded like a bomb. "What the hell is wrong with you?! Just talk or stop this fucking behavior!" He yelled, the boys where shocked, but Chan just looked at the black haired boy with a disinterested look, and hoped that they would leave, but Hyunjin didnt stopped, he kept on yelling, unil Chans venom like voice interrupted him. "Hyunjin, just shut up!" He said, and after that the boy fell silent.

With new tears in his eyes Chan just looked at the boy, stood up and sat into one of the chairs near them. "You really wanna know what is wrong? Yes?" They nodded. "Fine, I tell you! I am the person you all are hating! I am the person YOU are hating the most. I am the person who was your best friend. But I am also the person who had to leave because of my parents, but you saying its my fault anyway, and stop lying! I heard it! I fucking heard it how much you hate me for leaving you when you wanted to tell me that your in a relationship with Seungmin!! I am fucking sorry, but I had to LEAVE when I wanted to tell that I fucking LOVE you!! But no one cares anyway, and now fucking leave me alone, all of you! GET THE FUCK OUT, NOW!!" 

The all got up and left Chans office, this day, on this day Chan collapsed and needed to go to the hospital because of a mentalbreakdown. He should be happy that the seven still were their and found him passed out on the floor in his office, but he wasn't. Still, he continued with his life like nothing happend. The song.. songs he wrote were playing in a loop in the office, no one said anything, the other six boys went in to only talk about work and after that they left, just like he wanted it. 

It took a while, until Chan started to smile again, until he got to his normal self back, was friendly and everything but he will never ever get over his first love and also best friend Hyunjin. Never.

I wanna love like you made me feel
When we were eighteen (Eighteen, yeah)
I wanna love like you made me feel
When we were eighteen

The end.

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Dont know what I did here, but still, hope you like it!! :D

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Bye bye.

Talya♡