Straykids OS (Book)

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Ship: Chan x Stray kids
Triggers/Warnings: ignoring, neglect other regressor, first outing (You will see who)

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requested by: SavvySunbee

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In the dimly lit room, Chan's eyes flickered with a mix of longing and frustration as he watched Seungmin and Changbin hang onto Hyunjin's every word. The air felt heavy with unspoken words as Channie's attempts to join their conversaition went unnoticed, his voice drowned out by the animated chatter between his caregivers. Just as the little boy mustered the courage to speak up, Hyunjin dropped a bombshell that shattered the fragile balance in the room. "I... I'm an age regressor too..." he confessed, his words hanging in the air like a heavy fog. Seungmin and Changbin's attention instantly shifted, their focus now fixated on Hyunjin, leaving Channie feeling like a mere afterthought in a world that suddenly seemed to revolve around someone else's  struggles. The revelation echoed in the little boys mind, casting a shadow over his own needs and disires, as he grappled with the weight of his own silent battles.

Chan got out of his headspace and silently left the room to go into his own. The two of them weren't exactly that happy when he himself confessed that he's an age regressor. Yes, thez still accept him and all, but they didn't ask that many questions, like they did it with Hyunjin. Over the next few days, he had to tell himself that Hyunjin is indeed a cute little boy in his headpsace, which didn't made the overthinking for Chan any better, no, it got worse. And just as he was about to breakdown crying he got a message from one of his other age regresson friends, Felix. 

He asked if Chan would wanna come over to them, so that Felix and Chan could both slip and play together while Minho, Jisung and Jeongin are watching after them. All he answered was with a thumbs up emoji, put his phone away and went to sleep early then his entire life. No one came to look for him, no Changbin, no Seungmin, and definitely not Hyunjin who probably slipped after all those questions the two caregivers asked. 

The next day came for him more or less in the middle of the night.. well in the early morning hours.. It was 4 a.m. when Chan woke up. He got up and went to take a shower, and yes he took that shower at 4 a.m. after that he dressed himself and put a few things together for the hopefully successful day with his fellow little aussie. He couldn't knew at this point, that he will have a completely breakdown over this whole situation, nor that this made Minho, Jisung and Jeongin mad. Still, he put everything in his bag, things like his favorite stuffie, some pacifier, his favorite toys and the most important thing: his blankie!

Wihtout thinking twice, he went downstairs and directly in the hallway, where he put on his shoes and a jacket ad then left the house with his keys. He wandered around for while, until he got another message, this time from Minho, where the boy told him, that he could come over now whenever he's ready. And that is exactly what Chan did. He walked straight to his other friends house, where after he used the doorbell, Minho opend the door and let him in.

Chan didn't even need to say anything for Minho to know that something isn't right with him, still he stayed quiet. He took the bag, from the for his liking to quiet boy, and waited till he got rid of his shoes and jacket, to pull him in the living room. Jisung, Jeongin and also Felix were still asleep, so he tried to use this chance to bring Chan to talking, but no matter how many questions he asked, no matter how often he said his name, no matter how much he shook him, he didn't react at all.  Worried. He look closely at the older boy, but didn't find anything thats suspicious.

Hours later a little freckled and hyper boy came running in the room followed by his appa and daddy, who were worried he would fall and hurting himself. But luckily nothing happend. Lixie jumped into Chans arms, which brought him back to reality. He instantly slipped and so everything was fine for a few hours. Minho, Jisung and Jeongin made some breakfast for the two babies and themselfs, and they ate together. After that Channie and Lixie could play again till lunch, which Hannie, Innie and Lino joined, at least Lino for a few hours.

Channie had the fun of his life with Lixie and said caregivers. He completely forgot what happend at his home, with is own caregivers. And for the time being it was the best this way, they ate Minhos yummy lunch and after that the both took a nap, that Channie definitely needed. Lixie was the first one to wake up two and half an hour later, his Mommy came and took him to his daddy and appa to not disturb Channie. Just one hour later even Channie woke up, and so both played again, until Channie wanted his blankie and his paci. 

This alerted not only the little freckled boy, but also the other three caregivers. You have to know, that little Channie only needs those two things when something is bothering him, well at least one of these two things, but know he needs both, which means, that something is definitely not right, and its bad, like, like really really bad. The four looked at the boy who again spaced out while sucking on his pacifier. Lixie looked with a sad expression at his caregivers and crawled towards his fellow little and just hugged him silenty.

He didn't throw a tantrum knowing that his best friend isn't feeling well today. He knew something wasn't right the whole day, because the little boy wasn't like he used to be. He wasn't as joyful and playful like he would be, he was quiet, didn't talk at all, and most of the time just spaced out. It worried even his little head, and if he could, he would cry and take away whatever is bothering his fellow friend. But sadly, little Lixie can't do such amazing things.

All he could do, was watching his best friend zoning out over and over again.

tbc.

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Quick question: How do you all like this way of writing? Is it better or well more confusing then readable?

And the other thing is, that I hope you liked what I did with your request.  I know you actually wanted Twice, but I kind of explained it. And maybe you can like this version of it.. 

See ya in the next part.

Bye bye.

Tayla♡