not like him pt.3

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Ship: Minsung
Triggers/Warnings: breakdowns, panic attacks, crying

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He has seven amazing friends, and Minhos parents who gladly would help him too.

Days, weeks and months passed by, and just like Jisung said, he had a lot of breakdowns and panic attacks, but he was never alone. Someone was always by his side and there for him, most of the time it was Minho, his best friend, through that progress, the two got closer and closer every single passing month.

Minhos parents and also their friends watch it with some soft smiles, knowing good enough that Minho was head over heels in love with the squirrel like boy. They did a lot together, first of all so Minho could show him, that not everyone is like his ex boyfriend and second of all, because he simple loved him, and loved to spent the time with him. Jisung got better, yes he still had some panic attacks and breakdowns but it wasnt that bad anymore like it was at the beginning.

It was a normal Saturday, the sun was up at the sky, shining brightly. Jisung and Minho agreed to make a picnic in the park, Minhos parents organized the food for the two, and after everything was done, they marched off into the warm and sunny weather. They stayed silent the whole way to the park, they put the blanket down and put the food out, just like the drinks, after that they began to eat.

After more silence and now filled tummys, Minho looked at Jisung who was staring at the sky, until he finally had the courage to asked what he wanted to asked. "Hannie... Can I asked you something?" He said, and with that sentence he had the younger boys attention. "Sure, go on." Minho looked at his best friend, then at the sky and back at his best friend. "So... I know normally who would prepair some cute words and tell them said person before you asked, what I wanna asked you, but you know just like I do, that I am really bad at this... so I will just.. asked it.. without this cute stuff..."

Jisung sat up, and looked questioningly at his best friend. "Min what-" - "Do you want to be my boyfriend?" He interrupted him, and after that it was silence again. Jisung looked with wide eyes at his best friend, without saying anything. Tears slowly welled up in his eyes, as he just simply stared at the older boy in front of him. "Hannie.. dont cry... why you crying?" he asked softly, but all he got as an answer was, that he started to cry in his small hands. "No.. Hannie dont cry.. whats wrong.." He asked, while pulling the boy into his arms.

"Shhh... Shhh breath.. Take a deep breathe. Shhh." But he didn't, he cried just more instead of geting calmer. "Baby, come one, looked at me. You need to breath. Why are you even crying, there is no need to cry sweetie.. everything is okay.." With tear-filled eyes an a few deep breaths, Jisung looked at Minho and sobbed:"Even tho I'm having those breakdowns and panic attacks you still want me to be your boyfriend. You still love me for who I am without thinking anything bad about me. I love you so much! And yes, yes I want to be your boyfriend."

With a soft smile and loving eyes, he pulled the boy into a loving and soft kiss. After they broke away from each other, Minho looked into the sparkling and big eyes of his finally boyfriend. "I will always love you, no matter what. I'm not like him honey, and I never will be like that, you are so important to me, and after years.. years of crushing over you, your finally mine.. I can finally and proudly say, that you, Han Jisung, are finally mine! And no one can change that! I love you so so much!" While saying that he put soft kisses all over Jisungs face to finally make him giggle again, in which he was successfully.

"I love you too Lino!"

the end.

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Its short ikkk, I had a longer chapter planned with some of Jisungs breakdowns or panic attacks, but life isnt on my side, and never was! had a little breakdown myself yesterday in the shower and well, isnt easy rn for me, buuut I hope you like this Chapter anyway!

To the Chaper from this morning... no one answered.. I assume that it was shit and i shouldn't continue it.. yes or no? Please let me knwo I guess..

Bye bye.

Tayla♡

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