Straykids OS (Book)

you need to slip!

Ship: Minsungjin
Triggers/Warnings: suppress his headspace

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Minho, Jisung and Hyunjin have been in a relationship for three years, they know that Hyunjin is an age regressor and also what the first signs are when he hasn't been in his headspace for a long period of time. He gets angry or cries very quickly, he can't concentrate, he often even spaces out and sleep... yes, sleep, what is that? Hyunjin himself, however, only notices these things when he is on the verge of a breakdown, and then he is still stubborn and refuses to slip into his headspace. 

It was a completely normal day, Hyunjin was working from home and his two boyfriends were at their company, so they didn't know about the struggle that Hyunjin was having, nor did they know he cried a few times. He just couldn't manage to write this damn chapter! He had already finished his actual work, the important work, so he wanted to continue writing his story, but he couldn't manage to write this chapter.

Frustrated, he stared at his laptop while a thousand other things were going through his head. All of his followers will be disappointed if he doesn't get anything out today. The day before, he had problems writing the chapter but still managed somehow and then he promised today that two chapters will come for the day he didn't get anything out because he wasn't feeling well and the regular day.

And now? Now he's sitting in front of his laptop and has only managed 100 words. He stared at the screen in despair, not knowing what to do. He didn't want to say that he couldn't do it, because he had ideas, he had the motivation to do it, but for some reason his head still didn't go along with it. Once again completely lost in his thoughts, Hyunjin didn't notice his two boyfriends and caregivers coming through the door and calling "Hyuniee! We're home!" They took off their shoes and jacket and went to look for the younger boy who usually greets them. After a short search, they found him in the kitchen, staring at his laptop screen with unfocused eyes. 

Minho and Jisung looked at each other knowingly, knowing that if they tried to talk to Hyunjin about his little side, he would shut down completely. But they still didn't know why. Jisung pushed the laptop aside and hugged the boy, who came out of his thoughts again through the contact. "Min? Ji? You're back home already?" He asked, a little confused, but the two already knew this from him. "Yep, and what are you doing?" Minho asked. "I'm writing a new chapter." He said, but you could hear the frustration in his words. "Hyunie... can we talk to you?" Jisung said after a long silence. 

The latter just nodded and so they stood up and went into the living room, where they sat the younger boy in the middle. "Hyunie.. you have to get into your headspace.. please.. you're only hurting yourself.. we are he-" - "NO! I'm fine! I have to go back to the kitchen now and continue writing the chapter, so please excuse me!" He said and stood up and walked away. The two looked at each other desperately, not knowing what to do. He had never been as stubborn as he had been for several months and this scared them both. They sat in silence still in the same place and heard Hyunjin cursing. They knew how to help him, but he didn't want to, he just didn't want to accept it. 

When they then heard the clinking of glass, they were immediately on their feets and on the way into the kitchen where they found the younger one picking up the broken glass with shaking hands. "Hyun, stop! Leave the broken glass and come to us!" Minho said, but the younger boy didn't listen, so he knelt down next to him and held him by his wrists, which he gently took and poured out the shards. "D'innie it swowwy!" he sobbed and the two of them breathed a sigh of relief. "Oh babyboy! come to dada! It's okay honey.. you were so so strong the whole time, hm?" Jisung lifted the boy out of the shards and left the kitchen to change him and put a diaper on him. 

Meanwhile, Minho disposed of the shards and wiped up the liquid until he went into the living room and waited for Jisung with Jinnie. Minutes later, he came into the living room with the now somewhat calmer boy, completely changed and with his pacifier in his mouth. "Mommwy!" he whined and then he was already in Minho's arms and the three of them stayed for a while, cuddled together on the couch. Jinnie was quiet and enjoyed being close to his mommy and his dada. Well, just when they thought they were going to get Jinnie to sleep, he jumped up on Minho's lap and looked at them with watery eyes. "I'm sorry!" He cried and that's the point they just don't understand. 

"Baby.. hey.. shhh why are you apologizing? You didn't do anything wrong.." Minho said while he held the boy on his lap. "Yes! I can't be a baby, what if he needs me? Then I won't be there? He was already mad at me because I was small the whole time and then, then we argued! He hates me! He doesn't care if I was small or not!" - "Hyun! Hyun! Breathe baby. Shhh.. shh! It's not wrong if you're in your headspace, okay? You need it just as much as the other person and that's okay.. but just because he doesn't understand, you can't just stop slipping into your headspace.. you need it.. you need to slip!" the two said. They didn't get an answer, because they first had to make sure that Hyunjin calmed down. 

"Please don't do that... it's wonderful that you're looking after the other boy, but you can't neglect yourself because of it... that's not good for you baby..." Silence, Hyunjin looked at his two boyfriends for a while, until he let himself fall back into Minho's arms and murmured an extremely tired and quiet "D'innie weepy...". 

"Does the baby wanna take a nap with mommy and dada?" Minho stood up as he nodded slightly and they walked into the bedroom, where he put Jinnie down and the two of them changed their clothes in a hurry so that their baby wouldn't start whining or even crying again. They lay down next to him, made sure he had his pacifier, his stuffies and his favorite blankies and so Minho turned off the light and the three of them took a nap. 

the end.

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Chapter 1 out of  2, done!!!

Dont aks about it! Just dont! thank you! It happend to someone I know.. just not exactly the same way but one part of it is true..

Bye bye.

Tayla♡