"Is he always like that?" Erebus squeaked. "Yeah." I confirmed. "How are you not scared of him? He could kill you..." I paused to think. "With all of the thing's I've said to him, if Jaxx wanted me dead I wouldn't be talking to you right now. Probably because he loves me." I answered. "Really? You're so..." I got flashbacks to Raven's 'friends'. "Nerdy?" I offered. "Well-...Yeah..." I sighed. "Thank you." I said flatly. "Well I didn't mean it like that-" He started. "So I'm stupid?" I suggested. "No." Erebus answered quickly. "You're just...Emotionally driven. And that's a good thing because you can-...Uh..." I glared at him, waiting for an answer. "recognized feelings...Yeah...And uhm...Read..." He continued. "What do feelings have to do with reading?" I asked. "Well you know... You read the book...You're sad... Happy... Confused-" He started. "Are you just saying reading because you think I'm a nerd?" I questioned. "...No..." He answered faintly. "Exactly." I replied. "What if Raven could give you a makeover?" Erebus offered. I looked down at my clothes. "What's wrong with me?" I asked.
"...Nothing...I think you just used some...Sprucing up..." He explained, looking directly at my glasses. "Fine..." I muttered. His eyes lit up. "Really?" I sighed, taking a handful of popcorn out of its bowl. "Sure...Go call her..." I replied.
I sat on a wooden chair, watching Raven get all of her make-up organized. Meanwhile, Erebus was digging through Jaxx's dresser. "What's this?" He asked. I looked at what he was talking about. Jaxx's diary. I wasn't sure if he still wrote in it after I found it though. "Day one of boarding school-" He began. "WAIT!!" Raven yelled, running to peek at the notebook. "I don't even think he writes in it anymore..." I informed, hoping it would get them to stop. It didn't. Of course it didn't. "Yes he does." Erebus countered. I got up looking at what they were snooping in. For once they were right about something. "I already read half of it." I said. "What happens?" Raven questioned. I snatched it out of her hands. "I want to read what I missed." I justified.
Day 30 of boarding school
OH MY SATAN OH MY SATAN I KISSED HAYDEN HE KISSED ME BACK OH MY SATAN OH SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FUCK FUCK FUCK
Afterwards, I skipped a little more.
Day 36 of boarding school...?
HAYDEN'S DEAD AND IT'S ALL MY FAULT TTTTTTTTTTTTTT
I glanced at the tear stains on the page with pity as I continued reading.
ALL MY DUMBASS DID WAS TRY TO COME OUT AS PANSEXUAL AND NOW HE'S DEADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
I HATE MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFF
WHY MUST I BE SO CRUELLLLLLL
NOBODY LOVES MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
NOT EVEN MY MOTHERRRRRRRR
Day ? Of boarding school
I have composed myself since my last entry, since I have good news.
MY PRECIOUS LITTLE DARLING BRAT STAR BOY SHORTY POOKY BEAR PUMPKIN SPICE LATTE CHICKEN NUGGET TATER TOT BOOK BOY ROMEO HONEY LOVER BOO HAYDEN IS ALIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! YIPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!-
"He must really like you." Erebus commented. I blushed, quickly closing the diary. "Yeah..." I agreed. "What kind of nickname is that?" Raven jested. "It's mine." I replied defensively. "Ooo~....Do you like him...?" She interrogated smugly. "Yeah." I answered, putting Jaxx's diary back in his dresser. "I bet he doesn't even like you since you're so nerdy." Erebus bickered. "Nerds are smart dumb ass." I said flatly, getting off of the floor. His silence proved me right.
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Demonic
FantasyBefore you read the description of my book, I want to give a few quick disclaimers. The first one is that most of the chapters aren't very long, so the 60 chapters isn't as intimidating to read as it may seem. Second, my story does include the follo...