Chapter 55: 'Makeover (Part 1)'

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"Is he always like that?" Erebus squeaked. "Yeah." I confirmed. "How are you not scared of him? He could kill you..." I paused to think. "With all of the thing's I've said to him, if Jaxx wanted me dead I wouldn't be talking to you right now. Probably because he loves me." I answered. "Really? You're so..." I got flashbacks to Raven's 'friends'. "Nerdy?" I offered. "Well-...Yeah..." I sighed. "Thank you." I said flatly. "Well I didn't mean it like that-" He started. "So I'm stupid?" I suggested. "No." Erebus answered quickly. "You're just...Emotionally driven. And that's a good thing because you can-...Uh..." I glared at him, waiting for an answer. "recognized feelings...Yeah...And uhm...Read..." He continued. "What do feelings have to do with reading?" I asked. "Well you know... You read the book...You're sad... Happy... Confused-" He started. "Are you just saying reading because you think I'm a nerd?" I questioned. "...No..." He answered faintly. "Exactly." I replied. "What if Raven could give you a makeover?" Erebus offered. I looked down at my clothes. "What's wrong with me?" I asked.

"...Nothing...I think you just used some...Sprucing up..." He explained, looking directly at my glasses. "Fine..." I muttered. His eyes lit up. "Really?" I sighed, taking a handful of popcorn out of its bowl. "Sure...Go call her..." I replied.

I sat on a wooden chair, watching Raven get all of her make-up organized. Meanwhile, Erebus was digging through Jaxx's dresser. "What's this?" He asked. I looked at what he was talking about. Jaxx's diary. I wasn't sure if he still wrote in it after I found it though. "Day one of boarding school-" He began. "WAIT!!" Raven yelled, running to peek at the notebook. "I don't even think he writes in it anymore..." I informed, hoping it would get them to stop. It didn't. Of course it didn't. "Yes he does." Erebus countered. I got up looking at what they were snooping in. For once they were right about something. "I already read half of it." I said. "What happens?" Raven questioned. I snatched it out of her hands. "I want to read what I missed." I justified.

Day 30 of boarding school

OH MY SATAN OH MY SATAN I KISSED HAYDEN HE KISSED ME BACK OH MY SATAN OH SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FUCK FUCK FUCK 

Afterwards, I skipped a little more.

Day 36 of boarding school...?

HAYDEN'S DEAD AND IT'S ALL MY FAULT TTTTTTTTTTTTTT

I glanced at the tear stains on the page with pity as I continued reading.

ALL MY DUMBASS DID WAS TRY TO COME OUT AS PANSEXUAL AND NOW HE'S DEADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

I HATE MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFF

WHY MUST I BE SO CRUELLLLLLL

NOBODY LOVES MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

NOT EVEN MY MOTHERRRRRRRR 

Day ? Of boarding school

I have composed myself since my last entry, since I have good news.

MY PRECIOUS LITTLE DARLING BRAT STAR BOY SHORTY POOKY BEAR PUMPKIN SPICE LATTE CHICKEN NUGGET TATER TOT BOOK BOY ROMEO HONEY LOVER BOO HAYDEN IS ALIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! YIPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!-

"He must really like you." Erebus commented. I blushed, quickly closing the diary. "Yeah..." I agreed. "What kind of nickname is that?" Raven jested. "It's mine." I replied defensively. "Ooo~....Do you like him...?" She interrogated smugly. "Yeah." I answered, putting Jaxx's diary back in his dresser. "I bet he doesn't even like you since you're so nerdy." Erebus bickered. "Nerds are smart dumb ass." I said flatly, getting off of the floor. His silence proved me right.


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