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good morning
good morning!
'this boy literally texts me whenever i'm studying'
y/n wanted to spent the entire morning studying for her maths exam, but she woke up late. she thought that she put the alarm on for 9am, but instead, she had clicked on pm.
yet, it was 12pm and she wasn't even done with her homework. she opened her phone, and clicked on his profile, quickly typing a new message;
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i'm sorry if i don't text much, i'm studying at the same time 😭
there's no problem
text me once you're done
okay!
she turned her phone off and concentrated- her only motivation being the possible future conversation with jean.
she put her earbuds in and clicked on soft music, that surprisingly helped her study.
her phone vibrated next to her hand, and she noticed the new instagram notification. she also noticed that she was studying for two whole hours, so she decided to give herself a small break.
she checked the notification; a voice message from jean. she clicked on it, butterflies dancing in her stomach at the sound of his voice.
'he wants us to video call? oh no. not when my family is at home. absolutely not!'
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ooh
i was thinking of going out than staying at home and vc
what time are you free?
because i have to leave at 6
i can before 5
perfect!
so 4:30?
okayy
y/n left her phone down, placing a hand over her fast beating heart. she couldn't believe that she found the courage to say that.
'am i really doing that? am i really fucking going out with him?'
☄. *. ⋆
y/n and jean met up outside of their school. the first thing he did was hug her, taking her by surprise. the feeling of his arms around her stayed with her throughout their walk.
they walked close to the river, as they got to know each other better. and when they got to more personal stuff, y/n opened up about her experiences with self-harm and attempted suicide.
jean placed his electronic cigarette back in his pocket, as he listened to her carefully without any distraction.
"why do something stupid like this?" he asked, once she was done.
"life gets hard, sometimes"
"life gets hard, but i'm sure you can get past the obstacles! y/n, you're a smart and strong girl... don't ever do something like that again"
she looked at him, tears making her eyes glisten. she nodded her head, listening to the fast, yet, steady beating of her heart.
jean shared some things with her, too, making her feel better. he didn't only open up about his personal life, but he also, told her stuff in order to make her understand that she wasn't alone.
one conversation led to another, and this had y/n and jean understand the burdens each other carried. he promised her he wouldn't wrong her the same way other people did, and she promised -mostly to herself- that she'd recover.
