𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐬 / 𝐣. 𝐤𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧

⁵³!!

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| 𝐏𝐀𝐆𝐄 ⁵³: 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐓 |

y/n was walking to historia's house, while carrying bags full of snacks and beers.

historia was by her side, filling her in on the latest gossip about jean and his so-called friends.

apparently, connie had opened his mouth and told eren everything personal jean had ever trusted to him.

y/n knew that the two boys were always back and forth, but she didn't expect this to happen. no one deserved to have their personal moments and feelings leaked. not even jean.

"well, i never really trusted connie! he always seemed two-faced to me"

"exactly! me and sasha talk shit about him, now"

"why even waste your breath? no matter what you say, he's a loser"

"we know! but, it's fun to do it!"

y/n laughed softly and shook her head. it wasn't that she was against it. she was constantly talking shit with ymir about jean, but connie? she found it meaningless.

when the two girls arrived at historia's house, they started putting all the snacks in bowls and plates. y/n placed the beer cans in the fridge, in order for them to be colder when consumed.

she had stopped drinking too much, and she had quitted smoking. it was hard to do the latter, because she always had the urge to relapse and repeat.

yet, she always tried to remind herself that her health was way important if she wanted to be her best self.

"is sasha gonna come today?"

"i don't know! i texted her and i still have no answer"

"do you want me to call her?"

"if you can, sure!"

y/n opened her phone, clicking on sasha's contact. it was ringing until it went to voicemail.

"she's not picking up" she sighed, hanging up.

"let's try again later" historia said.

y/n helped her place all the snacks on the living room's table, before she opened the tv. she clicked on youtube and then on a random playlist, before sitting on the couch next to historia.

the two girls were talking about their studies and their upcoming finals, and they even talked shit about some of their professors. historia's father was throwing some comments here and there, making both of them laugh.

when historia's phone started ringing, y/n knew it was jean who had arrived. she didn't have a problem being in the same space as him, because she'd ignore him, either way.

when he said 'hi' to her, she just smiled and waved while trying to reach sasha via text.

jean was trying to crack some jokes and approach her, but she was just ignoring all his tries.

that resulted in his mood changing from happy to annoyed, but y/n didn't care at all.

she couldn't tolerate his ridiculous behavior again.

when mikasa was walking her back home, they were discussing jean's behavior.

"was he on the phone all the time before i arrived?"

"at first, he was laughing and trying to make jokes with me, but then his mood changed when he saw that i was ignoring him"

"trying to make jokes? he doesn't even have to try. his face is one" mikasa said, making y/n laugh.

"and, i guess, after that he started being on his phone" she added.

"yep!"

"bro, he's fucking ridiculous and acts like a child!"

"you know what bothers me the most?"

"what?"

"the fact that he acts like nothing ever happened and that we're just fine"

"if i were you, i'd slap him! he hurt you and now he's back to being obsessed or whatever"

"yet, i'm still trying to understand why the fuck you had a crush on that thing"

"it was because of the way he was treating me and the words he was saying back then. i loved him for that"

"don't you anymore?"

"my heart was starting to slowly get detached once he distanced himself for the first time. after that, i don't know if it was actually love or just a need to be attached to someone" y/n explained.

"this makes more sense, to be honest. because you were able to move on in just three months"

"i didn't move on. i just couldn't sit there and wait until he liked me again, so i let go of my feelings"

"and i think this hurts more than moving on, because it's like cutting a part of yourself and waiting until it grows back as new" y/n explained.

"i'm proud of you, girl. you're getting better! slowly but surely"

"thank you for saying that, mi! i really appreciate it"

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