𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐬 / 𝐣. 𝐤𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧

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the last night of the school trip, they visited a live music center.

all throughout the day, y/n tried to approach jean but he was distancing himself. not only from her, but her friends, too.

she asked him if he was okay and if anything happened and he just shook his head and told her he was fine. y/n, of course, didn't believe that.

she sighed, looking at the bottle of red wine in front of her.

she had the tendency of drinking too much when one of her close people wasn't feeling okay. it was her way of punishing herself for not being able to help them feel better.

"do you want to go outside?" eren asked.

she nodded her head, watching as sasha got up, too. y/n noticed historia close to the stage, taking photos and videos of the singers and dancers.

without thinking, she grabbed the bottle of the red wine and took it outside with her.

"why did you bring that with you?" sasha asked, once she saw her.

"to drink it"

she sat on a chair outside, leaning her head back.

"so, what's up with jean?"

"y/n i told you, jean's situation is... complicated" eren replied.

"yeah no shit! i can see that, eren!"

"how can i fucking help him, though?" she quickly added.

"i don't know! he doesn't even let me help him! i don't think he listens to my advice, either"

y/n sighed, before placing the bottle against her lips. she got up, leaving it on the table.

"where are you going?" sasha asked.

"i'll be right back"

she went back inside, walking closer to where hitch was sitting. she tapped her shoulder, making her turn around.

"hi y/n!"

"do you have a cigarette?"

"oh? didn't know you were doing that" the girl said, smirking.

she reached for her bag, pulling out the packet.

"you're lucky! that's my last one!"

"you sure you don't want it?"

"nah~ i'll get more tomorrow" she said, passing it to her.

"thank you, baby. i owe you one" y/n said, kissing her on the cheek.

hitch laughed softly, before lighting it up for her. y/n's eyes locked with jean's -who was sitting close to hitch- and she couldn't actually understand what emotion was in them.

she ignored his staring and walked outside, joining sasha and eren.

"y/n, no!" the girl commented.

"oops!"

after some time, she knew it was a bad idea. the cigarette mixing with the alcohol had her acting like a lightweight- when in reality, she wasn't. she could handle alcohol very well.

she didn't even notice jean by her side, until he talked;

"she's drunk?"

"well, yes! i'm sure you can see that" sasha said.