ever since that day, y/n was spending every night sobbing in her room, until she couldn't breathe. the pain in her heart was unbearable, and all she wanted was to just turn off everything she was feeling.
jean didn't reach out to her and she didn't, either. she wanted so bad to believe what he said; that they'd stay friends, but he was nowhere.
some days before y/n's 18th birthday, historia had texted the group chat they had- asking if they wanted to go over her house and hang out.
y/n had plans with her sister, so, she had to refuse. and, honestly, she wasn't really in the mood to go.
around 11pm, she decided to text sasha, so she opened her phone and clicked on her friend's profile;
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did you go to hisu's?
yes!
i came back 2 hours ago
because jean had to leave, too
so, he walked me home
oh
he was there
did historia tell you?
what?
he said he won't be at your birthday party
what...?
why?
some of his friends are leaving for the military
and they have arranged from way earlier to do a big party before they leave
oh
so, i'll text only the girls gc
it wouldn't hurt if jean-boy was the one informing me, btw
yes, i know
this was truly on the very last minute
it's fine
i don't even know when he'd tell you if i hadn't asked him
the day of the party
i'm telling you, sash...
things won't be the same with jean
it's gonna be the same fucking thing like back then
i'm gonna pray for you two to be okay
don't do it
it doesn't matter anymore
i don't think god ever listened to one of my prayers
why would he listen now?
i don't think what you said it's happening, though
i don't think it's something
and even if it is, tell him that
let's not play broken telephone again
if you see this happening again, just tell him
or simply: i cut him off
how? we're all together!
the way he did when we were all a friend group, back then
i can't anymore
i'm tired
he acts like he's 5
why do i have to learn from you ONE WEEK BEFORE my birthday party that he won't come?
idk
why do i have to be the fool of the situation and sit and wait for the moment jean will be okay to talk to me?
or wait til he's not angry anymore!
when he'll realize that his actions hurt, it'll be too late
love, just don't bother with him if he's hurting you
how can i not? i love him!
but, forget about that!
for the past 2 days i've been arguing with my family, because i want everyone to have a good time on the party!
i arranged and thought of everything!
and now you just tell me "oh, jean won't be there!"
