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after sasha's birthday, y/n started falling apart again. her relationship with jean was back to being slightly awkward. there was still some teasing, but, y/n still felt weird with it.

and that was all the evidence she needed. that jean actually remembered what he did at the party. and she was sure he could remember her telling him not to do something.

college had started, so she was trying to keep herself as busy as possible to avoid thinking about their situation.

yet, one sunday, her phone started ringing while she was doing an assignment. at first, she thought that it was sasha or historia· but then she remembered that they were at a concert.

her heart stopped when she saw jean's contact on her screen. he was inviting her over at his house, mentioning that eren and connie were already there.

y/n, of course, agreed on going once she was done with her work. yet, she couldn't shake away the gut feeling she had.

and it was right, yet again. when she saw jean take eren and walk outside of his room to talk, she knew. he wanted them to be alone.

so, she wasn't surprised when the two boys started excusing themselves and saying that they had somewhere else to be.

her heart sank in her chest when jean sat next to her on his bed. she couldn't say anything, afraid her voice would betray her by cracking and shaking.

"should we discuss about that thing and solve it? you know this... weird thing" he started.

she couldn't say anything. she just swallowed the lump in her throat, while staring at him.

"so, what's actually going on?"

"that's... a nice question"

"yeah sure it is" he laughed.

"but, what's up?"

"i don't know"

"you don't know, for real, or you-"

"i don't know for real" she interrupted him.

"okay. what about you, right now? are you in a relationship or something like this?"

"no, i'm not"

'are you shitting me? how could i be in one?'

"alright, listen... let's take things from the start. i don't want you to take personally what i'm gonna say to you" he said, in which she nodded.

"right now, i'm not that interested in a relationship nor a fuck"

"me neither"

'what a lie. of course, i want a relationship with him'

"what's happening right now... i'm kinda confused"

"me too"

"i'm sure both of us believe that we match and we don't match, in a way. i mean we're good off as friends but not a couple"

'oh...'

she couldn't bring herself to disagree when she saw that's what he was thinking, so she instead nodded her head.