𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐬 / 𝐣. 𝐤𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧

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| 𝐏𝐀𝐆𝐄 ⁴⁸: 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 |

on the day of her birthday party, y/n was trying her best not to cry.

she was looking at her family and friends in the living room, sadness settling in her heart because jean wasn't there.

she opened gifts and smiled and laughed, while feeling hollow inside.

she was standing there in her party dress, everyone around singing happy birthday to her. and y/n's only thought was that the one who meant the most to her should've been there.

anger and sadness filled her empty heart when sasha showed her jean's story; a song from spotify. that moment she knew that him lying about his plans wasn't in her head.

because who could possibly post songs while at a party?

y/n kept on acting like she didn't care. like it didn't matter. because she didn't want to ruin the fun everyone else was having.

but later that night, she was thinking about everything.

and what started bothering her more, was historia's behavior.

she was the only one not saying anything about jean's ridiculous actions. mikasa and sasha were making comments on it. the latter was even mad at him and ignored him.

when y/n was trying to warn them that they should stop talking to him for their own good, historia simply said "he hasn't done something to me, yet".

she couldn't understand the logic behind her answer.

jean hurt y/n two times in the same way.

why was historia turning a blind eye? and why was she even trying to excuse his actions?

y/n wanted to ask her the reasons behind her words and choices, but she didn't want to risk arguing with her. that was the last thing she wanted, after all.

the only thing she wanted was for herself to change.

for the better.

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