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| 𝐏𝐀𝐆𝐄 ⁷: 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 |

y/n was stuck staring at the drawn stars on her arm. it's been days since jean drew them. yet, she always looked and took care of them.

she wanted to keep them until her cat's scratches healed completely, so, everytime after her shower she traced the lines with her pen.

each passing day she could feel herself falling harder and harder in love with him.

he just touched her heart in a way no one ever did before. not even her ex or ex crush.

y/n was in seventh grade when she had a crush on zeke. he had rejected her and it had destroyed her.

in reality, what had destroyed her was that her ex best-friend; annie, had more chances with him. they were closer as friends and he showed interest in her, and y/n was jealous.

but, it wasn't the first time she was jealous of annie.

she remembered the feeling of jealousy consuming her when jean confessed to the blonde. y/n didn't know why she was jealous.

'i like zeke, why am i jealous?' and similar questions were in her head, yet, she pushed them all away.

when she entered eighth grade, her feelings for zeke weren't that strong.

then high-school came around, and y/n lost herself. she had reached a stage of not feeling anything at all and even broke up with the one she had a relationship with.

she came to the realization that she actually had feeling for jean since middle school, when she felt the butterflies in her stomach- after their small talk in gym class.

of course, her friends never truly believed her. and, of course, y/n knew they wouldn't cause she was pretending to still like zeke until she confirmed her crush on jean.

and after that moment, her mind and heart were attached to him.

she shook her head, stopping her train of thought. she smiled softly as she looked at the stars, one last time, before covering them with her sleeve.

for the first time in a long time, y/n felt happy.

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