that school trip ended up being an absolute disaster. even if y/n spent a good time with her friends and had fun, the events of its last night were the only things she could think of.
she was sad, angry and confused.
sad with everything that happened.
angry with herself and what she did.
and confused with things that were said.
the night she got drunk, eren told sasha and historia that jean had feelings for her.
yet, the next day he told them that what he said was false.
y/n didn't know what was true or not. and all that left her completely confused.
'ain't no way all those were in my head. ain't no way he never felt something towards me'
she was laying on her bed, tears ready to stream down her face. she turned on her phone, clicking on instagram;
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i'm gonna start crying again
com'on love, calm down
i can't anymore
i don't want that again
i thought it was gonna be different this time
but i fucked up! again!
you didn't fuck up
it's not your fault
talk to him calmly, please
you know he's gonna listen
i don't want to
i can't talk to him
you have to talk to him
that's how you're gonna be ok
i can't!
i can't look at him after that
but why? why does no one feel the same way?
look, jean has a lot of problems
in general
he's too complicated, either way
and you only ever liked two people
lie!
i just want to make him happy and he doesn't let me
