𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐬 / 𝐣. 𝐤𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧

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|𝐏𝐀𝐆𝐄 ²⁵: 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐁𝐘 𝐀 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐔𝐓𝐒 |

"should i unfollow him?"

"you definitely should" her sister said, looking at her.

y/n was looking at jean's profile, her finger close to the unfollow button.

'you're gonna be alright, y/n'

she clicked on it, a sigh leaving her lips.

"what's up with him, anyways?"

"i don't know! he just stopped talking to me"

y/n never told the truth to her family. she couldn't bring herself to tell them she actually liked someone. she was the 'heartless', 'mean', 'cold' and 'never fell in love' in her family.

they never found out about any of her crushes; real, fictional or celebrities. and she definitely wasn't going to tell them about jean, either.

she preferred making him look like a villain than her family judging her for everything that happened.

as the days passed, y/n started realizing that this whole situation wasn't entirely her fault.

she knew that she made a mistake by getting wasted, but this wasn't the reason jean avoided her.

he avoided her because he knew her feelings for him.

but, y/n couldn't blame her heart for the situation.

she was blaming herself for that night of the school trip, and she was blaming jean for the rest.

he was acting like a child.

he didn't even reject her directly. he put eren and sasha in the position of telling her.

and y/n still couldn't understand why he was doing all this.

what was the actual reason he was making her feel guilty for having feelings?

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