Stupid Love

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I catch my breath, realizing what the dream was telling me. "Enjoy her while you can," I thought to myself. In a daze she, jokingly asked me "Why are you staring at me like that?" I didn't even notice how I was, All I know was I couldn't stop looking, admiring, trying to take in every second with you as I could. "I love you Ruby." I fought to say but the only words I could muster was, "You're just so beautiful." I stutter, I start to wonder, my mind feels numb. It feels, like it once did before everything, finally just focused on one thing, I couldn't be more relieved. I could hear the sound of my heart beat again, it beats for you. The sparkle from your eyes arroused me, I bite my lip, wanting to hold you down, my darken sensual thoughts stop. I lay back down and you jump into my arms.

. The movie was just a background noise, I sat and looked at you. Ruby looked just as beautiful and bright in the dark as she was in the light. She was intensely watching the movie, in my arms curled up like a ball, bringing warmth to my chest. I didn't even pay attention to the movie, more focused on rubbing Rubys head and behind her ears, trying to comfort her with physical touch. You roll over to look up at me, I smile as your eyes sparkle. Not saying a word you kiss my cheek and go back to the movie. I look back towards the large tv screen, finally feeling at peace with myself, with everything, as a calm relaxed feeling rushes through my body. Suddenly a rush of lust and attachment follows with the calming sensation, i get you up and lay you onto the pillow. "Why'd you do that." Ruby asks, I smile. Looking into her ocean eyes, I can't say a word, for a moment it felt like a thousand years. I see us at the beach in your eyes, a happy family, with laughter and excitement. I see us have a son and a daughter fighting with each other as we both go to splash them with the salt water of the ocean. I see us all laying down and watching the sunset, with the two kids laying in our arms and you lay in mine. I finally see something besides, the pain, I see hope through your eyes. I see myself climbing the mountains once again, with a pep in my step, with confidence i've had in another life, another time. I blink, it says there as you laugh, "why are you looking at me like that." Ruby asks, I smile even harder. The joy and sensation of you, made me smile more than I've ever had before. I was once a man who loved before, only for it to end in pain. With you I see more than just love, I see my forever. "You're just so beautiful," I say. Lying about why I was really smiling. I never want you to know how much happiness you've brought me as I kept myself in check of releasing the water works. "Shut up" you say, laughing while trying to cover your face. As you cover your face I can see it again, the glimmer of hope.

You close your eyes and cover your face, trying to stop me from looking, I couldn't take my eyes off you. Your beauty spread far from just your eyes as your small dimples revealed the concealed smile. Your hair, black rose and soft roots stemmed down. I've never seen such beautiful hair. Your touch, the softness of you reminded of my mom when she would hug and love me. I feel so safe with you, until I hear screaming again. I look up and see Maddi, inches from us. "What?" Ruby asks. I shake my head, "Do you hear screaming?" I ask. "No, baby." I look back at Maddi for just a split second, Her outline looked of that of Ruby, with blood dripping from her eyes, her mouth open wider than humanly possible. I look down at Ruby, She continues to look at me with a smile. Slowly the screaming fades, but the horrid feeling I got from seeing Ruby like that, she couldn't know. I smiled "Must've been the wind or something." I said, trying my absolute best to give you a smile to mask my fear that was slowly creeping through my head. "Come here!" Ruby says, opening her arms up, this is her way of asking for a hug, and I couldn't refuse. I wrap my arms around her and lean in and kiss her soft delicate lips. Finally, for this moment I was able to hear her again. The screaming fades into the background, I feel love and lust again, though for just a moment it felt so good to be normal again.

I slowly moved my hand from her body to her neck, slowly choking on it. She moans softly into my lips. I'm aroused from it, I can feel myself get hard. My kissing slowly stops as I move my lips down your neck, choking on it harder I begin to leave my marking on Ruby, I've never been good with giving hickeys, but I knew I wanted to send a message. A message not to her or anyone else, just myself, that I can still love like before. I'm just glad it's with Ruby and no one else, I get more intense as I slowly make my way down her body and towards her thighs. I kiss her inner thighs, as they give a little jiggle, i smile moving myself in front of her pussy. I slowly begin to lick and kiss it as I wrap my arms around her legs and hold her down, she begins to moan louder. I close my eyes, I couldn't tell what she tasted like. I've never been one to give head like this, out of fear of the taste, she tastes great. As if I was just drinking water, I keep going, moving my tongue around and rubbing the outside with my fingers. I feel her grab my head and lift it up, "Corbin please," I stop and look up at her, she's panting like she just ran a marathon. I smile, "What princess?" She looks at me and smiles softly, "Fuck me." I smirk, throwing my pants off I fall onto your warm naked body. I slowly move my cock inside and begin to thrust, the wetness helped, not realizing how wet you truly were. I looked down at you, you closed your eyes, biting your lip you keep moaning with each thrust going deeper and deeper.

Your legs shaking, I go faster as you begin to bury your face into mine, I hold back my climax. We keep going, with each passing moment I fell deeply in love with Ruby, as I finally got to see her wild side, "can we try something else?" she asks. "yes get on top of me." I say, she was excited and pushes me onto the bed, i smile as she puts my cock inside her and moans before falling onto it. She lays up and looks at me, "stop I look bad." She says smiling, I couldn't focus on the sex, even though i can feel the sensation of her tight wet pussy expanding with every little movement she did, it felt amazing but that's not what i was focused on. The sensation of sex willows away slowly as I begin to see that family of ours in her eyes again, I begin to picture her in a wedding gown and picking her up and spinning her like we were married, I see my new best friend in her eyes and she doesn't even know it, I smile as her eyes captured me with the feeling and sensation of a home. A home I've wanted for so long, "Tell me you love me." I whisper. You smile and confused said "What?" I smile, "say it please," i whisper quietly. "I love you Corbin." Ruby says. "I love you so much Corbin." she continues, the sudden urge to climax fills my body as my heart skips a beat. I've never heard anyone mean it like that, I was star stuck. "I'm gonna cum, get off." I say, You smirk and say "get me pregnant," I hesitate, thinking we're too young, I didn't want to ruin your life with a child, with marriage, at such a young age, even though I would kill to have everything like that with you I stop. "But Ruby." You shut me up by kissing me and saying "we'll get plan b." I close my eyes, returning to my lust I hold your shoulders down and climax inside you. My legs shaking violently as I moan into your mouth. You begin to shake your legs and moan as I can feel both of us climaxing inside you, it was such a beautiful feeling.

You look down, panting. I smile, "do you really have to go tomorrow?" I ask. "Yes, I'm going to a party with friends tomorrow Corbin, but I'll call you afterwards, even though I might be drunk but that's not the point." Suddenly, the screams start up again. I got my two hours of freedom, and the gates of hell open up as my mind begins to race as I see Shawn standing behind Ruby. "But we'll see each other this weekend baby." Ruby says. I smile, the screams fill my head as a new voice emerges into the fold. "She's going to cheat." A voice mimicking the voice of Mia, of all things. I smile and look at Ruby, fighting every urge not to cry I say, "Just be safe, have fun and don't do anything stupid my love. I trust you." The screams of my mind go silent when this happened. For once, maybe once, I was able to finally feel confident about the situation.