Emotions

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When Hyunjin comes back from work he noticed that Felix or Jinhyun are no where to be found. He checks his son's room since that's where Felix spends the most of his time.

No sign.

Hyunjin goes back down stairs and entered the bedroom. That's where he saw them. Fast asleep and resting soundly.

Felix had taken what his husband said to heart. All he did and all he was going to is rest and also take care of Jinhyun. Hyunjin leaves the room quietly then closed the door.

He went upstairs to the living area which is what he uses as a home office and does work. In the evening Felix wakes up to use the bathroom then takes Jinhyun to go eat.

The older hears them in the kitchen then he heads downstairs. He halts his steps when he saw how Felix looked.

As usual he had messy hair, but the red eyes and tear stained face was worrisome.

"Felix, are you ok?"

"Yeah. Why?", he said sleepily.
"You look not the best. Were you crying?"

"Are my eyes red?"
"Yes."
"Then no."

"I can see the stain from your tears on your face."
"It's nothing."

"Was it from what I said?"
"No."

Hyunjin went up to him and kneeled down then grabbed his hands.
"Felix, if I made you upset-"

"You didn't. It was my fault. I must've cried myself to sleep from the hormones.", he removed his hands and continues feeding the little one.

The older didn't know what to do. No matter how much Felix denies it he knows he was too hard on him. He tries to think of what will make him happy.

"I'll be right back.", he grabs his keys then leaves.
"Where does he always run off to?"

Once Jinhyun was done eating the blonde gives him a bath before bed.

"Oh, my angel. If only you'll stay like this forever.", he rinses the soap off him.

Jinhyun plays with the rubber duck and splashes water with it.
"Every time I bathe you I'm the one getting soaked too."

Felix laughs when his son does. When finished the blonde wraps a soft blue towel around him then takes him to his room.

He gets stopped by the front door opening.

"Felix, I don't blame you being sore at me, but I got someone who can cheer you up."

"Jisung?"
"Hi, Felix."

"Since you guys are friends maybe some time together could help you."

"I don't need cheering up because I'm not upset.", he continued walking up the stairs.

After Felix dries him he puts a onesie that covers his feet on him. Jisung enters.

"Ooh. His room looks nice. Is this one of the plushies you have?", he picks one off the floor.

"It's his now since he likes throwing it."
"Aww. So, how have you been since we last saw each other?"

"Fine."
"Cool."

"If you're trying to get me to talk about something that's bothering me, you're wasting your time."

"I'm not. But, since you said something is bothering you what is it?", he sits in a chair.

"Too many things. Being pregnant with this baby is making feel...sucky."

"I'm not an expert, but you should try yoga. For pregnancy."
"I don't wanna go to a place like that."

"Then let's do it here."
"Uhm.."
"Come on. I bet it'll be fun."

"You think everything is fun."
"It always helps to calm your mind. I'll do it with you."

"Fine."

"Can I hold him?"
"Sure. I need a break.", he hands Jinhyun to Jisung.

"I don't know if it's me or what. But, he's getting heavier."
"He's probably growing. Aren't you, little fella?"

"I can only do so much with him. When I'm a few months in it'll get harder to pick him up and move around."

"That's what you're worried about. Did you tell Hyunjin?"
"No. What can he do?"

"He's your husband. He'll help you."
"He works though."

"Felix, I'm positive that there's nothing that man wouldn't do for you. I've known him for a while."

Felix looks down. Jisung uses the Jinhyun's tiny hand to pat his head which made him look up.

"Don't worry Felix. I can learn how to take care of myself. Goo goo.", the older speaks as Jinhyun in high pitched voice.

Felix starts laughing.
"Sigh. You're funny."
"Thank you. I know."

"By the way he would not talk like that."
"Oh. Should I go lower?"

"God no. Don't. It's time for him to sleep now."
Jisung lays the little one in his crib.

Felix gives him his pacifier then kissed his forehead before turning the night light on and leaving the room.

"You're not going to tell him a story?"
"I used to do lullaby's, but he can sleep without them now."

Suddenly Felix embraces him in a hug.

"I honestly do feel better that you came."
"And that makes me feel better."

Jisung hugged him back and they stayed like for a moment. Then Felix pulls away.

"It looks like you're about to cry."
"I cry every day. It's n-nothing."

The blonde sobs and hugs Jisung again.

"It's ok. You can cry all you want. I can come tomorrow if you'd like."
"You will?", he sniffles.

"Yeah. We can do the yoga to help your emotions."
"You're a good friend. Thanks."

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