Hyunjin x Felix series 2

Broken up

"Felix. Felix, babe is time to get up.", Hyunjin says quietly.
"Ughn...why?"

"Lily's check up remember?"
The younger groans in response.
"Do you wanna stay here? I can go by myself." He receives a nod.

"Ok. I'll let you sleep.", he kissed his forehead before getting ready.

By the time he came back Felix was still asleep and didn't disturb him. A few hours later the blonde wakes up feeling unwell.

"Hyun..", he called with a raspy voice. He leaves the room to find him. The older was in the living room working while watching Jinhyun and Lily.

"Babe, are you ok?"
"I feel terrible.."
"Jeez you're burning. Have a seat and I'll be right back."

Hyunjin went to the bathroom to get what he needed then comes back. He pours medicine in a small cup before handing it to the younger.

"Take this. I'll you a heating pad."
Jinhyun crawls his way to Felix happy to see him.

"Ma..maa.."

"Hey, my angel. I think Eomma is sick. Don't get too close, ok?", he covers his mouth as he coughs.

"Here you go. Do you wanna stay out here or in the bedroom?"
"I don't wanna get our kids sick."

Felix stands up.
"You can stay and watch them. I can do it by myself."

"Are you sure?"
The younger nods then sneezes.
"Bless you. I'll bring some water."

The blonde stays in the bedroom for the rest of the day then later hears a knock at the door before it opens.

"Hey, Felix."

"Jisung? What are..you doing here?"
"Your husband told me you weren't feeling well so I made you soup."

Jisung comes in with a mask and gloves on to prevent the spread of germs. He sits by Felix's side and sets the container of soup on the dresser.

"You didn't have to..make me anything."

"Actually, Minho made it. It's very good too. You'll be cured in no time."

"Thank you."
The older takes a spoon to scoop some up.

"I can feed myself."
"No. You should rest as much as possible.", he feeds him a spoonful.

"How is it?"
"I can't..really taste anything. My nose is congested."

"Oh. It'll still work its magic."
Felix grabs a tissue and wipes the tears from his eyes.

"What's wrong?"
"N-nothing.."
"You can tell me. Are they happy tears?"

"I'm ok. Honest."
Jisung wipes his face then continues feeding him.

Afterwards he cleans up the room a bit and fluffed the blonde's pillows.
"Comfy?"

"Yes. Thank you."
"Felix.", he picks up a vibrator off the floor.

"Oh. I didn't even know..that was there.", he chuckled.
"Where should I put it?"

"There's a box in..the closet on the shelf."
The older pulls down a black box then opens it.

"Shit Felix. How could I not know this about you?"
"You..never asked. Don't worry. They're clean."

"So you...used all of them?"
"Yeah."
"...can I try one?"

"Go ahead."
"Which one do you recommend?", he brings the box over.

The blonde shuffles around trying to find a certain one.
"I use this one more than the others."

"Ok. I'll take it."
"Don't get..sick though."
"We share drinks. It's like the same thing, right?"

"Totally not the same."

"Don't worry. I'll be cautious. Get well soon, ok? I'll put the soup in your fridge for you."

"Thank you.", he coughs.

Over the next few days as Felix was recovering Jisung kept coming over more than usual. The blonde didn't realize because they always hang out, but Hyunjin thought differently. The two lie in bed, getting ready to go to sleep.

"Have you noticed Jisung coming over a lot to see you?"
"He always comes over."

"But this time it's every day."
"He's caring and wants to see me get better."

"He's getting too close to you. He even gave you a bath."
"What are you saying?"

"It's nothing."

"Tell me."
"I just think that what if...he likes you too much."

"What? That's crazy. It's just who he is. You're misunderstanding it."
"Maybe so. Can you talk to him about it?"

"Sure."

Fortunately, the next day Jisung comes over again and the two sit on the couch.

"Can I talk to you about something?", asked Felix.
"Sure. What is it?"

"Uhm..Hyunjin thinks that you've been visiting a lot lately and that you are getting a bit too close to me. I told him that it's not-"

"Actually, he's right."
"What?"
"I know it isn't right, but I can't help it."

Felix was flabbergasted by his words. He couldn't believe it.
"But...what about Minho?"

"Of course I still love him and I love you too. Please know that I just want us to be friends and I won't do anything to make you uncomfortable."

"Uhm..."

"Please understand this, Felix. You're an amazing person and I want you in my life.", he grabbed both of his hands.

The younger can tell his husband was listening and didn't want to upset him.

"I think your feelings will only develop if we continue like this.", he removed his hands.

"What do you mean?"
"I like you too, but...maybe we should separate for a while."

"Felix.."
"I don't want to upset Hyunjin."
"So you don't want to be friends anymore?"

"Can you ever be with me without having those feelings for me?"
The older doesn't answer and tears fall down his cheeks.

"I'm so sorry, Jisung. Please don't cry.", he gives him a hug.
"I'm sorry.", he hugs tighter.

Once he calms a bit they went for the front door.
"Tell Jinhyun and Lily I said bye."

"I will."

"Here. I don't want there to be any reminders.", he hands him the vibrator he borrowed then walks out.

Felix closes the door and rests his back against it, trying not to let the tears fall. On the outside, Jisung puts his forehead against the door they stayed like this for a moment before finally walking away.