Don't JUDGE Me

EXPERIENCE

Mood: 😌

Hey. It has been a while since I last wrote something about my life.

Things just got so busy that I forgot to share some of the things that came to me.

And I must say that all of them became eventful in different aspects.

Which is quite challenging at first but in the end, I am glad I went through it.

Mostly they were good, and some were just bound to happen.

What an experience.

To think that I have to do all of it and accomplish it individually.

And then after, there will be another task to do that will add to your responsibilities and life.

But still, it is okay. As long as I enjoy what I am doing, the hows do not matter.

Jam-packed schedules, continuous errands, well I am such a workaholic person am I?

Never imagined that I would have a break in life and nothing else to do.

And I know this will be endless.

If I would not have a hard time doing this or that, why not right?

Of course, it depends on the work. Whether it is long or short-term.

But if the exchange is something worthwhile to have, then I might consider it.

Days turn to weeks of having lots of lists.

I expect that this experience will also could go on for months, years, or even decades.

Not to mention that half of the jobs were my decision and not because it was meant to be so.

But still, these eventful parts in my life made me motivated to be who I am and create some lovable memories in my time.

Ika nga, hangga't buhay ka pa, gawin mo ang mga bagay na sa palagay mo okay sa iyo. Basta yung hindi ikapapahamak mo o ikahihirap nang husto.

And that is what I am doing.

Kumbaga, pang-stress free yung mga sinusubukan kong experience.

Hindi lang for the first time or something to treasure but instead, it can be to have some discoveries.

Explorer pala talaga ang atake.

I mean? In this following things that I had done this taon, marami-rami na akong nasilayan sa buhay ko na akin bang ikinatutuwa nang husto.

Surely, may experience na talagang to go down, pero I learned in myself that I should not just stay with that condition at imbis ay stop.

Tuloy lang ang journey and finds things that will truly define what should be your 21st century be like.

Huwag kong hadlangan ang sarili ko sa mga bagay na magpapatigil sa akin.

Huwag akong bumase sa iba at dapat ay pagtuunan mo ang para sa sarili mo.

Huwag kang magpatalo dahil alam mong may mararating pa. Tiwala lang.

Ang mahalaga naman sa ngayon ay makapag-enjoy ka kahit ang hirap ng sitwasyon mo.

Pero kahit na ganoon, do not limit yourself with the possibilites that you can do.

Walang masama sa taong ang gusto lang namang maging masaya. Basta hindi nakaapekto ito sa madla.

At ang nagpapatunay diyan ang mga ebidensya na nasa likod ng bawat kuwento.

Na mapapasabi ka na lang ay ito, naalala ko, ganito kasi iyan, at iba pang maari pang sabihin.

Experience is the thing that you can do in order to learn and have what it takes for you to grow.

Alam naman na matapos nito ay may dalawang ideyang puwedeng maisip at mabuo.

Kung magtutuloy tuloy pa ba or hindi kaya balik na muli sa normal na kinagawain.

I do not mind pero dapat okay pa rin ang health.

May kataga nga ako na for others it may look crazy, but heck! I do not give them a damn what I am about to say.

Ano yon? Just have the 3H's in me.

Happy. Hearty. Horny.

And when I meant by that siyempre ilulugar ko kung papano ko ba ilalagay iyon sa bawat karanasan ko.

Basta wala kang idadamay o ikasisirang kapuwa. Gawin lang.

This experience is the thing that I never thought I could also have it.

Akala ko magiging boring e.

Kase hindi naman ito kagaya ng mga tipikal o karaniwang mayroon ang iba.

So I must know that experience is subjective based on how you define it.

And for me, everlasting siya.

Oo madalas sinisisi ko si destiny, tadhana, pero nasasampal din naman ako sa realidad na wala e. Parte talaga ng chapter.

Ang kinakailangan kong masigurado ay pageffortan ko yung mga ginagawa or gagawin ko para nag kalalabasan ay maging mahusay naman.

Then I will serve it as my achievements, posting them as proof that I made it.

Alam kong may iba will tend to make a fuss about it kesyo mayabang or what pero ano ngayon?

Inggit lang ang mga pangit dahil ako may experience na ganito at sila hindi nila magawa.

Bakit ba daw isasapubliko kung puwede namang pribado? Well, it is up to you naman e.

Because here I am, just being proud that I get to experience things that I cannot believe I could actually have it.

Whether big or little, kung talaga bang nakakalarawan ito ng isang kagalak-galak, then I suppose I could just have it on.

They do not have the right to meddle with your life if you actually know what is the best for you.

Pero siyempre yung talaga bang ikabubuti not the other way around.

Nasa sa atin na kung paanong experience ang gusto natin.

Basta sa huli huwag mogn pagsisisihan.

Oo may mga uncontrollable stuff that we did not expect na makaka-experience ka ng ganito.

But even if may ganoon, dapat gawin pa rin kung ano yug mga nararapat ang make sure that everything will come in place.

Hindi rin kase alam e kung iyon na ba ang huli o mauulit pa muli.

So let it be. Bakit ba? Experience niya iyon e.

Kung para sa iyo, then be thankful kung sa iba, accept lang magagawa.

Even if things did not turn out the way they should, still it is fine as long as you had fun and were able to gain experience based on what you have done.

Just feel the moment and serve it as a wonderful memory that will be part of your life.

It may look like you did not win, but having this opportunity is already enough to serve it as an award and be the best at who you are as a person, showing your capabilities that you never thought you may be able to have on your own.

Not only will it help you regain your confidence, but it will also surely be amazing to discover another side of you that you will surely treasure.

Continue and improve more for yourself.

Shocking incidents, unexplainable circumstances, well it all comes in our lives.

Ang masasabi ko lang ngayon regarding sa experience na pinagdadaanan ko this time around, there is a light weight feeling kahit may dunmarating.

How so? Siguro gawa na dinadama ko o bawat i-cherish.

Kaya have it on our experience.