From the Tea Shop ~ Ciel X Reader

Chapter 47 - Tell me everything

1:00 P.M

"(F/N)! Ciel is here!" Michelle yelled from the front, I was in the kitchen drinking my tea. 'On time.' I thought as Ciel came into the kitchen. I gestured him to sit down in the chair in front of me and he did.

"I set some Early Grey tea for you, thought you'd like it." I said as he smirked and grabbed the cup in front of him and took a sip.

"You know me best." he said as he continued to drink his tea. I awkwardly sat there and played with my thumbs beneath the table. We sat there in silence for a while until I decided to break the silence.

"Um, c-care to explain yourself from last night?" I asked him awkwardly as I avoided his gaze. When I glanced at him his head was hung low, I felt guilty but I had to figure everything out. He hesitated to answer, but he did.

"(F/N), I'll tell you the truth," Ciel stated. I was a bit scared and nervous but I needed to hear it all. "When I saw you with Edward, I was jealous. Edward and I don't really get along, and when I saw you with him, it bothered me." My eyes widened a bit, but my gaze was still avoiding his.

"That doesn't explain why you kissed her." I replied crossing my arms.

"Lizzy comforted me about you guys, like how she did when we were still engaged. I really loved her back then, I guess I kinda missed her. Everything just happened automatically, I didn't have time to process it all."

"So, you still had feelings for her while we were dating? So you just used me to get rid of your feelings for Lizzy?!" I yelled, angry at him. I huffed and slouched in my chair, still crossing my arm. "How could you do this to me? I loved you." I stated, my voice cracking a bit.

"No! I didn't! For some reason, only when she comforted me, I..It felt like we were still engaged." Ciel said.

"Might as well go back to her then, since you still love her." I muttered.

"You don't get it, while we were dating, I had no feelings for Lizzy at all! I love you, you are special to me." Ciel replied. I bit my lip, I didn't know what to do anymore. Believe him?

"Ciel, I'm still confused. It's not something I can get over that quickly. Your feelings came back, that means you didn't lose all of your feelings for her. I still want to be with you, but I don't want to be with somebody who has feelings for another person."

"Well, I still want to be with you, and you only. (F/N), please. I feel loved and not alone with you. I can't bare to lose another important person in my life anymore. I've lost too much.." Ciel said with his head hung low.

I looked at Ciel with sadness and sympathy. He was right, he did lose a lot. More than me. I frustratedly sighed and I stood up in my chair. I walked over to Ciel and he looked at me, with sad expression. I sighed before answering,

"I'll give you one more chance. I don't forgive you for what you've done, but I can't leave somebody I love. Just make sure to love me only." I said with a blush painted on my cheeks. Why am I so jealous and selfish..

Ciel stood up and hugged me, a really protective hug, a safe one, like he had just found something he lost. I hugged him back and placed my head on his shoulder, we stayed this way for a few minutes.

"I love you, (F/N)." Ciel said to me. I smiled and replied, "I love you too."

Ciel pulled away and he kissed me on the lips, I was a bit shocked because he was always shy to kiss me, but I melted into this kiss, it was a really special kiss to me.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you." Ciel said to me as we pulled away from our kiss.

"It's okay, just don't do it again."
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SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER! I FELT LIKE I DIDNT NEED ANYMORE TO THIS CHAPTER.

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