The accomplishment of light

15

    "Are you sure you're ok babe?"
   
    Carter sits forward, I take a breath and smile at him
   
    "Yeah just cramps, they come and go"
   
    He frowns shaking his head as he takes my hand
   
    "Well we can do this another night if you want?"
   
    I shake my head and kiss his hand
   
    "No please, I just want a night of me and you"
   
    He smiles nodding his head as I start to relax again
   
    "Me too"
   
    He whispers, We order food, talking about anything and everything. Things we use to talk about before all the drama, it felt like us again. It felt amazing.
   
    "So apparently our parents want you to design them a house"
   
    I swallow my drink and look to the waiter
   
    "Can we just have the bottle please"
   
    He nods walking off as I finish my drink
   
    "Why?"
   
    I ask looking back to him, he smirks looking to my glass but he doesn't seem to mind that I was drinking more than usual on our date.
   
    "Because mum can't seem to cope with the memories of what happened. Dads aren't doing to good either"
   
    "Where do they want the house"
   
    He rolls his eyes
   
    "Next to ours"
   
    I chuckle and nod my head
   
    "I don't mind that, the closer they are the more food we get"
   
    He chuckles purging his lips as he thinks
   
    "Yeah well they want it upside down to"
   
    I grin slapping my hands together, excited at the prospect
   
    "I can do that, I have loads of designs already, but if they want to move in fast we won't be able to use the forest to build it"
   
    He shakes his head
   
    "I don't think they care about that Carly, but if they don't it's more for you to play with in the future"
   
    I purge my lips nodding my head. I haven't been able to do much of anything lately, we have spent the last few days resting and having the pack duties handed over to us so we have been rather busy.
   
    "True, I'll choose a few and let them pick one. Arghhhh fuck"
   
    I cry out grasping the table as a pain shot straight through my body, my legs getting damp as my stomach contracts and tears brim at my eyes, the pain is just so intense I can hardly concentrate, Cleo whines in my head as the pain splits through us painfully.
   
    "Carly I smell blood"
   
    Carter jumps up coming to my side and he gasps, I look down and my new white dress was saturated in blood, my blood. I choke on the next pain grabbing Carter's hand and he gasps.
   
    "Shit Carly zap us to the hospital baby"
   
    I can hardly concentrate as my head gets light and suddenly I'm plunged into darkness as the contractions feel like my stomach is being ripped out of my body.
    ————-
   
    Carter's POV
   
    Carly had been whiter than usual but my subconscious never pulled on a future so I never thought to look. We had days of calm, peaceful living.
   
    We had been busy as our parents started handing over the pack duties and work and signing everything into our name. Plus helping Aaron adjust to the new laws of the werewolf world, we felt responsible for him and we wanted him prepared for what the future held for him.
   
    He had already received his Ailm mark and transitioned into one of us but there seemed to be a power struggle going on when it came to the pack. Ella would be alpha and Aaron beta, it's unusual but it was for the best. Ella wouldn't take Aaron's name and he would be king using her name, but trying to figure out the dynamics would be difficult for them.
   
    She looked like a damn angel as she walked down the steps, she was so beautiful, her body was so curvy and she was plump in all the right places. Since coming back to life her skin held this glow to it. Like she was wearing highlighter all over her body, her skin was even clearer too, and so white and even. But she was still my Carly in every way.
   
    But when she gasps in pain clutching her stomach, memories of her dying hit me. My heart races in my chest as I see the blood. Cain tears at my insides to get to her, to see what was wrong as my subconscious pulls on all her futures. I gasp realising my mistake and I hold her face in my hands
   
    "Shit Carly zap us to the hospital baby"
   
    But as I say the words her eyes roll to the back of her head and she passes out. I scream
   
    "Carly! Please no Carly please wake up baby! SOMEONE GET ME A CAR NOW!!!!!!"
   
    I scream as she falls into my arms, I look to Daniel who's frozen on the spot
   
    "Give me your jacket"
   
    I shout at him and he pulls it of and hands it over. I cover her in it, she's breathing so at least she's breathing. I lift her up and run to the door with her in my arms.
   
    "Car someone fucking move before I lose it!"
   
   
   I shout at the restaurant full of people, a woman stands up and hands me the keys
   
    "Blue sedan outside alpha"
   
    I nod as the boys rush out, I throw the keys to Daniel and I climb in the back, they jump in and Rob turns to me
   
    "What's wrong with her?"
   
    "She's having a miscarriage"
   
    I tell him, Daniel gasps putting his foot down
   
    "Are you fucking serious! Has she not been through enough"
   
    Tears sting at my eyes, she had been through hell and then to heaven and back, she had definitely been through enough
   
    "It's my fault, I knew it would happen if she got pregnant but with everything that happened it completely left my head"
   
    I kiss her perfect head as she whimpers clutching her stomach, I open a link to mum
   
    ''Mum carlys having a miscarriage meet us at the hospital''
   
    ''What!!!! On my way''
   
    Tears brim at my eyes as my subconscious throws all the different futures at me, all of them different with one common denominator, this would break her heart. Her eyes open as silent tears stream down my face
   
    "What's wrong with meee"
   
    She asks, whimpering at the end as Cleo pushes forward, Cain was pissed at himself fir missing this, we could have avoided it but we didn't and know she would surely hate us for it.
   
    "Your having a miscarriage baby"
   
    Her eyes open and tears pool in the side of her eyes, the glimmer of hope drops as I'm hit with pain through the bond, complete and utter heartbreak as she takes it in gasping
   
    "I was pregnant? I lost our baby?"
   
    I close my eyes and clutch her to my chest, I felt so guilty as I hold her.
   
    "You didn't lose it, it just wasn't meant to be. This wasn't your fault baby"
   
    Her chin wobbles and she cries into my arm as she places her hands on her belly, her heart was broken, she roars and she cries as she hangs onto me. I didn't even know she wanted a baby, if I would have known maybe it would have been different.
   
    "I lost our baby"
   
    She sobs, her heart slowly breaks as we pull up outside the hospital, the feelings through the bond was almost suffocating as the pain of her heartbreak ripples throughout my body. Rob opens my door and I climb out, Rob kisses her head softly
   
    "I'm so sorry Carly cù"
   
    She bursts into more tears as the doctor comes over with a gurney. I lay her down but she clings to me so I pull her back into my chest