I cry into the air, my body starts to buck and tremble as his legs start to tense, his cock swelling inside me as my insides contract and pull on his cock
"Fuckkk you feel so good"
Carter cries as he works my hips down against him faster, thrusting up for extra force, my senses go into overload as the ripples of building ecstasy flows through me.
My mind closes, opening up in an entirely new world as my heartrate levels out to Carter's beat, becoming one with him as our bodies tremble, then I let go, unable to hold onto it for even a moment longer.
My body explodes in tingles as I tremble and shake, the walls caving in as I scream, fireworks blind me as my blood bubbles and pops under my skin, stealing my breath as my entire body is hit with all his feelings, all his love, all of his everything.
his cock twitches as he explodes inside me with a roar, my head rolling back as we ride out our orgasm together, my heartrate slowly comes back to normal as the overwhelming feelings of Carter become my own.
I fall forward against him, he holds me gasping as we slowly come down from our high in each other's arms. My eyes close as my body goes limp on him, everything about him calms me and excites me at the same time. He was the perfect mix of cheeky and polite
"—and devious, don't forget devious"
Cleo calls as she fans herself in my head, clearly just as pooped as I am.
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The dark mist seemed to follow me wherever I went, what was interesting is that it seemed to want to protect me. But everywhere I went there was mist following at my feet making people uncomfortable but I was starting to get used to it and the voices too.
They were not my voice or cleo's or even jesus's, it was constantly telling me to give in and try to end my life or end someone else's.
it would tell me to doubt daniel and robs loyalty, convince me they were playing me. When it got to much the mist would sense it and wrap around me like a blanket scarring the voices off.
Between the mist and Carter helping me the days had been long and tiring but I had no other choice but to push the thoughts out and carry on because today was ella's wedding.
Carter had insisted that he stays with me as we got her ready for her big day. He was completely bored Of Course but he did sit in the corner quietly as we talked.
Me and arabella would be bridesmaids so for the most part it was just us 3 and Carter, our mums would come and go but the 3 of us spent the day giggling and talking.
Arabella was a nice girl, she just always chose to hang around the wrong crowd. I hope that one day soon she would find her mate and he would pull her away from the bad examples she liked to be around.
We had our hair done by a professional, our makeup and nails too. When that was done we had an hour to talk and laugh.
"Are you nervous about having sex?"
Bella asks Ella, she shrugs purging her lips
"A little yes"
I shake my head
"Don't be, it's great I promise"
I wink at her she chuckles
"Yes but you at least had 2 years of sleeping beside Carter, I'm not even allowed in a room alone with Aaron"
I snort and look at Carter who's smiling at me
"Yeah because Carter demanded that I had to, he didn't give them a choice and we made out in front of them a lot, still do"
She pours some whiskey into glasses and passes them around, I hand one to Carter and peek his lips before returning to the girls sitting cross legged on the bed.
"We are allowed to kiss but not make out out the way you both use to do it, you both had zero shame"
I snort shrugging my shoulders
"Still don't, one day at the breakfast table I basically dry humped him infront—-"
"—-correction you did dry hump me, I had to carry you out of there and you started to strip me outside and I had no other choice but to fuck you in the shed"
He tells us matter of factly, making me go bright red and the girls laugh hysterically.
"See you have no fear I don't know how to be like that"
I screw up my face and take her hand
"You will be after the honeymoon, believe me you won't give a shit who's there and who's not"
I answer
"Maybe"
She answers blushing then sighs and continues
"When he moves in here it will be better"
We all silently agree with her
"Are you not moving to the top floor?"
I ask her, we were in the betas quarters in her huge house. The alpha and their family usually live on the top floor. She shakes her head
"No I don't see the point in making everyone move, plus I have everything the way I want it here so why change it, what about you Bella? Any boys or mates you haven't told us about?"
Ella asks her she blushes slightly
"No mate but I have been seeing this boy. He's nice"
I screw up my face
"Why bother? Your mate will come along eventually?"
I felt more passionate than ever that people should wait for their mates, it only causes trouble later in life if you don't
"I know, and he knows that he will have to go if he does but until then I'm having fun"
Carter rolls his eyes, I can feel his burning dislike for her choice.
"Just don't do anything you will regret when you meet him"
I tell her she frowns
"Like that?"
"Like sex, even kissing"
She rolls her eyes
"We don't have sex, mum would have heart failure, but we do kiss"
I nod my head
"Good, I know I regretted my first kiss immediately"
Carter growls from behind me and I smirk at the girls as they giggle.
"I regret that you still think about it"
I shrug
"Well he is dead now so what harm is there in thinking about it?"
Bella sticks her finger out looking at carter as she swallows a very large slurp of her drink
"Hang on you killed her first kiss"
"He deserved it"
"He deserved it"
We both say at the same time

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The accomplishment of light
Hombres Lobo#######READERS BEWARE!####### THIS BOOK CONTAINS *Graphic sexual scenes *Death *Gore *possible Abuse *Triggering behaviour and bad language. ############################### What do you do when you lose the love of your life? How do you act? How ca...