Mafia fascinations(2nd book in mafias obsession series)

chapter 30: Tortured souls

The night was always quieter right before a scream broke it. Sometimes I wished that scream belonged to my father, I wished he would scream as loud as I did. Maybe I was a bad child for wishing he went through what he put myself and others through, but then again I didn't care enough to wish I was any different. Evil people deserved evil things to happen to them. Right?

 "Allia." I heard my name being called, bringing me out of my trance and making me look up to see who the voice belonged to. Standing next to me seemed to be Zara and Fern, Fern looking down at me with a concerned expression whilst Zara seemed more annoyed. 

"Hm?" They were probably calling my name before, maybe asking me something but I was too drawn into my own thoughts.

"We were asking what you wanted to drink. Are you ok?" Fern asked me. Was I ok? Truthfully I didn't know, I didn't know if I was able to handle things or not. I felt that I was scared of something, just I didn't know what. 

"Get her a vodka and slice of lemon. You girl, are coming with me" Zara stated, dragging me onto the dance floor with her. "We're here to have fun, not dwell over things. So dance with me" she smirked, making me give in and dance with her. At the end of the day she was right, we were here to dance and drink and have fun. Not to question why things felt weirdly off. 

Truthfully I felt grateful for the friends I had, each of them having their own qualities that would make my life that little better. Summer and Fynn were the friends I could be softer around and didn't have to worry about having anxiety. Fern and Shaun were the friends I could talk to about my emotions and what was truly on my mind without being judged. Blade allowed me to feel that i actually could have friends without anything being attached to it. And Zara and Liver were there for the fun times that helped bring me out of my depression and anxiety. Each of them were needed in their own ways and brought me some sort of peace. 

Before my only friend was Shaun, we would do everything together and bring each other the comfort one another needed. We would help each other feel less lonely and more seen. We practically knew everything about each other because we were all we had, we would help each other survive through everything we were going through. We both were drowning in our own problems and we barely knew how to help one another, yet the feeling that we were drowning together gave us some sort of comfort. 

"Your drink" Fern stated, passing me the drink she had gotten for me. Truthfully with the amount of dancing Zara had me do with her I needed the drink that was being passed to me. Downing the drink in one go, I laughed at the looks they both were giving me. 

"Damn girl chill" Zara laughed, dragging me back to dance with her. As all three of us continued to dance and take drinks, I couldn't help but laugh. Truthfully they both were two people I couldn't be more grateful for. 

Eventually we had drank enough that I was sure I would start seeing things with how drunk I was. As they both went over to their partners, I went to sit down for a moment. 

"We really need to stop meeting like this" I heard a familiar chuckle, seeing Elliot. "May I sit?" nodding at his question, I moved across the couch to make space for him. As we sat next to each other, we seemed to easily land in conversations. Truthfully Elliot was one of the easiest people to talk to, he was very non-judgemental and would easily guide conversations. 

"How come your so nice to me?" I didn't know whether it was the drinks talking or my true curiosity, but it honestly felt strange that someone would so easily be nice to me.

"You deserve kindness in your life Allia. Believe me if Gray and them can like you, clearly there's something special about you" So was he trying to find what he thought was special about me or had he already found it?

"Elliot." I heard Lye's voice, as he stood over us. "Allia, I wanted to show you something" his voice instantly softened as he changed from speaking to Elliot to me. 

"I'll leave you guys alone, nice to see you Gray. Allia, stay safe alright?" Elliot smiled at me, before avoiding Lye and walking away. 

"What was it you wanted to show me my darling?" I asked, drawing Lye from staring at Elliot with an expression that had many yet no emotions. 

"hm? oh right, come on pretty girl" he took my hand and guided me to a door at the back of the club. 

As he opened the door, a massive room that looked very similar to a circus appeared in front of us. Guiding me to seats where Sadie and the others were already sitting he took me to one of the empty seats. Suddenly the room went dark and had a spotlight on the stage where a man walked out. "As always we first need to go over the rules" at first the rules seemed to be the simple, basic ones that most people had, but the final rule made me start to question things. "And under no circumstances must anything done in the room be shared outside of here." 

As soon as he left, cages landed on the stage. Cages with people. The only thing that kept me from becoming scared and near tears, were the massive signs hanging off the cages that said their names and terrible crimes. At least half of them were child abusers and so suddenly i wanted to see more done to them. I wanted to see them hurt. 

Almost like my wish had come true, each of them started to have something happen to them. Some of their cages were electric, others had poisonous snakes go in the cages, others had spiders. Each of them were being put through extreme torture, just like the torture they had given to others. Their screams, brought a giggle to my lips, this moment made me feel that the universe was answering my questions. Evil people did deserve evil things to happen to them. 

As i continued to watch with fascination, i couldn't help but imagine my father being locked in one of these cages. Being given the karma he deserved. I believed justice never existed. But this, this was more than justice. This made my anger and trauma feel like power. 

Being pulled onto Lye's lap and instantly being penetrated by his cock, i smirked a little. I loved how he always knew what i needed, he knew and didn't judge me for it, he knew and gave it to me. "Watch them baby, allow yourself to feel the justice you deserve" His words made my smirk grow wider. I wanted to thank him, but instead i gave him something stronger. Moving against his cock, i felt him become harder inside me. He gave me what i needed, so i would give him something in return. 

I always loved them, but the fact that they gave me this view as justice, made me love them even more. For once in my life i felt seen and heard.