Fated Or Doomed

Patiently Calm

Travis

       "We won't fail her. Not again."

      Consuming a life the world merely forbids as falsely, and every soul spirals our love for another as a rule of destruction as if we claim to create hell but in all truth we just want to claim each other. I wanted a life I never thought can exist with Elizabeth. And Malcolm and I both know she deeply wants the same.

      Now how can wanting such a life with our mate condemning hell? And if it is? Well fuck it. Fuck it all then. It will all be fucking worth it so long as we are by each others side until our dying breath. We will do it all for fucking loving her. For her!

      We can't fail!

      Reaching back to the pack house. I panted for air. My heart bounces in my chest as my muscles clench onto me. Malcolm's fur wrestles down as our speeds settle down. Switching back quick to my human form, I look forward as I make my way through the entrance and grab my morning snack. I had try to nod to everyone I see bow to me. But I am caught lost in my head a bit. I find myself zoning out. Calls for a deep morning run today with my wolf Malcolm.        

      Once the elevator hits our floor. I stop at the door. Taking a deep breath before entering. I didn't want to make too much noise and wake her up. She needed to rest.         

      "Just go in slow idiot. She'll hear us either way. Better ears than us." Malcolm snarls. I roll my eyes and proceed to walk into our room.

      Slowly shutting the door behind us. We walk over to the other bedside. We place an extra apple on her night stand. Looking down at our mate sleeping peacefully. As her head is tilted to the side. Her neck is bare to the sun to kiss. I stare at our mate as we gaze at the most amazing thing to happen to us.

       Our mark.

       It covers her full side. From her jaw to her collar bone. I run my palm into my shirt. Touch my right peck. I feel the warmth of her mark. A smile carve on my face. Elizabeth stir in her sleep. I move her hair to the side as I place a light feather kiss. A bolt of light spring to my lips.

      "Isn't she the best." Malcolm says.

      "The one and only." I reply.

      Fixing the blanket to cover her fully. I head to the shower. Cleaning off all the dirt and sweat. Getting out, Elizabeth was still not up. I sigh. Knowing she has been through hell. Not only has the world put a lot on her.  But she has, herself. She's been up late working her ass off. She has been working herself to make sure she was ready for these meetings to come. Reading books back to back. And Luna Belle has offer to help as much as she can. 

      "She's stress. She hasn't had a day rest from chaos."

        And it's true. My heart aches knowing I caused more of a problem for her. I made her life worst by just loving her. And in doing so. I couldn't just let her go. Now she's ours and we have fail to protect her again. How many times will I fail her? None I hope.

      "Once all these meeting are done with. We won't have anything to worry about beside the usual."

      "Which is protecting our people and leading our pack. More stress. More responsible. We're just putting more on her place." He howls to me.   

      "But together we can do it. She just won't let me in. She's doing this on her own. She feels responsible for this all." I say as Malcolm rest on his legs.         

      "We'll do it together. Just have to keep reminding her. Rather she lets us in or not. She knows we'll never leave her side."          

      Malcolm's right. We can't force anything on her. We can help as much as we can and as much as she will accept. Besides it all, I rather hold her hand through it all. As she has for me.