ACROSS THE DEPTHS OF THE UNIVERSE

who am I ?

Valeria 's pov

" Get up" a faint but hard voice called me .. i opened my eyes lazily, checking who disturbed my sleep .

" I want to sleep more " i said opening my eyes a little more. I saw a half manly structure standing infront of me . 

" Get up woman!! Now " my body shook lightly with the harsh words suddenly..

I opened my eyes just to witness the heavenly man standing infront of me .. god!! He is so handsome!

"Stop staring" he spat in cold tone and i realised that I was staring at him like a fool  , like a bewitched women .

I got up and sat on the bed . Looking at the bedsheet design.. carved in white and blue snowflakes. It looks beautiful. Like I am sitting on the snow.

" Umm hmm " a voice called again and i looked at him .

He was standing at the end of my bed . Staring at me .his eyes showed no emotions. Not a single thread of warmness , just cold orbs . Like a dead Planet covered with snow . 

Why is he like this ..? Can't he smiled ?

" Ooh good morning sir" I called him in a good manner sh he looks well mannered. And i can't take risks .. when I am all alone here . And no matter how handsome he is . He is still a stranger to me ..

" Not everyone has a good morning woman" he said looking at the window.

" My name is Valeria Issac sir " i murmured slowly and he turned towards me taking long steps with his long legs . He sat on the chair that was lying on the side of my bed . He crossed his legs .. and looked at me .

" What is ur name ? " I frowned, does he have a hearing issue ..? But nevertheless, i controlled my anger and smiled warmly..

" Valeria issac sir " I said and he looked so shoked .. what ? Is my name that old fashioned? He is giving reactions that he heard about some ghost!! But I bet even the ghosts were afraid of this cold man..

" What!!! " He spat standing up . And the next moment he moved closer to me and put his hands on the side of my shoulders, squeezing them a little. I felt a different type of coldness tye moment he touched me .. it's coldness but a little warm .. to be noticed that I said a bit of warmth i felt..

" Va-valeria Issac sir " i shuttered at our closeness. He stared at my face and moved more closer directly leaving a few  inches against our faces. Our breathes mixing together. I  am all red I bet .. heat rose in my spine ..

" Aah " i gasped as he moved his one hand to move my hair away from my neck . Revealing my neck to his eyesight.

He leaned closer closing the almost inches we had and my breath hitched as he  started to shine his head in the crook of my neck .. like inhaling something .  I can feel his warm Breath on my neck . It's a different type of pleasure I see. We aren't touching each other but I am painting like a maniac.. closing my slow moans which I am forcing to not blow off my mouth . How can he make me moan when he is not even touching me?? Like hell!! I think I will come just when he kiss me !! For Gods sake..

His warm breath.. I closed my eyes .. it's pleasureurable...

He inhaled and pulled me to himself a little more by my waist by his other hand .. an electronic shokk!! I got and i saw that my body was practically pressed on his hard built chest ..

" ELEANORA!!! " He called making me open my eyes at once ..

He called that name .. that queen Serena also said ..and called me ? But I am not !! I am Valeria..

" ELEANORA" he breathed out kissing my birthmark.. my whole body felt like a fire..

No!! It's not right!! He is calling some other woman name's while kissing me!! It's not right..

I put my hands on his chest to push him away but he pulled me more closer! Then before.  He pressed his whole upper half on my body with his hands gripping my waist in a  strong grip ..

" No!! Don't leave me ELEANORA again!! I will die !! No !! " He panicked and i stopped pushing him . He loves her . ! He is so scared that she will leave him . But again? What's the meaning of this? I calmed down a bit that he won't hurt me atleast.. i moved my hand towards his hair , silky hair .. i say.. i gently caressed his hair making him calm .. and guess what !! He got relaxed by my touch ..

" I won't leave u " I said slowly caressing his hair . And he glanced at me moving his head .

" Promise?" He said in a cute tone .. and i laughed in my mind .. he is so cute like this . I wonder how he is so cold and heartless in front of everyone..

Is he only soft for her ? I felt a bit hurt by seeing his condition.. powerful but lonely.. the best example was him.. ..

He kissed my neck that erupted a moan from my mouth  making the grip on my waist more tightened.

" I wanna sleep ELA " he said and I smiled ..

" Ok then let's sleep" i murmured and he laid beside me shoving me in his arms like I will disappear at any moment if he will leave me . My heart warmed when I felt his powerful arms around me holding me tight ..

It's just feels so right but wrong at the same time .. he is thinking about that woman while holding me ..a different woman.  I wonder how will he react when he will see that he said  and did all those things to me . I tensed up at the thought. Am I doing right? But ! Leave it .

I tried to create some distance between us by removing his hand away from me but he groaned and pulled me back to his chest this time my face was facing his throat.. what a neckline !! I wondered.. that woman must me lucky to have him .

" Don't leave me ELEANORA please" he murmured in the sleep. And  i locked my arms around him gripping his torso to make him believe that I am not leaving him ..

" Good night baby " he said and i blushed.. he is so romantic.  But it's not for me.. I again became silent.. he kissed my forehead. Making me close my eyes.

" Good night" i said and he purred in his sleep.. i chuckled lightly.. a man who is only soft for his woman  ! What a love !?

I wonder what will happen tomorrow when he will see us in a bed ,  ! Holding each other like holding their life . Clinging to each other like a leech ..

I will explain to him  later but now let me sleep.. it's feels good in his arms ..same like I felt when Knox carried me in his arms  and zester also.. same electric shivers i got in my spine.. each of them have their own way of holding me and make me admire them more .

I smiled remembering the moments I spent with all the three men .

But

Is isn't wrong? Is it .. ? Feeling for three different men at a same time ? It's wrong!! But I love this wrongness!! Let the fate decide!

Afterall kl we are all pawn of this date ..

" Alexander Knox !, Kian zester" I said and smiled internally.

Hope u both haven't forgotten me ?

I dreft into his arms and deep sleep. I hope that Haunted nightmare doesn't scare me more ..

Please!