Poem #2

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They say life is too short to waste a second but I
find myself wasting many. Spending the last three
years of my life locked in my dark room re
watching shows I've already seen so many times. I find my days to be on a constant loop everyday being the same. I find myself at the age of 16 having no one in my life not a boyfriend, not a best friend, not even a friend. I find myself filled with heartbreak. I find myself not being able to actually experience life but only a version of it that I created in my head. I find myself falling in love with people in my head the people in my head are enough for me I do not need to leave my room. They say life is too short to waste a second but I find myself praying for it to be over. Wishing that the end could come sooner I find myself crying to whatever God is out there asking them to take me asking them to free my soul.

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