Poem #8

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Sometimes I think I enjoy being depressed that some gross part of me likes it. Not because I get attention because I don't but because the feeling is a lot more comfortable than happiness. Happiness can be so unpredictable I don't like it. I like being steady and knowing what will happen and with depression I get that. I would rather live the rest of my life knowing I am going to feel like shit all the time then live my life happy and not know when that happiness is going to go away.

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