Poem#39

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I can feel myself slipping back into a dark place. I've done it enough times to know the signs. I don't know if I'll be able to pull myself out of it this time though. I am exhausted and tired of constantly having to pull myself out. I see the patterns but I don't think I want to stop it some deranged part of me wants to fall back into that dark place I don't know why but sometimes it can be lovely. Its so intoxicating.

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