The live's I've lived

Poem #53

I don't need an answer. I don't need closure no I don't need your closure. I don't need you to tell me that it's over I already know that it's over. I've known that for a while now but I held on because I loved you. But now I'm letting go and I'm letting go fully because I thought of letting go for so long that now it's going to come so easy. Like the snap of my fingers you're gone you're out of my life. I do not need your closure I do not need you to tell me you're sorry. That you are so sorry for betraying me the way you did and hurting me the way you did. I don't need that frankly I don't give a shit about what comes out of your mouth anymore. You no longer are in my life and it's a great thing I don't need your apology because that's another way of you coming back into my life. I don't need to have a conversation with you in five years from now at a coffee shop to talk about how our lives have changed I don't need that. I don't need to see you anymore I don't need you at all anymore. You had a hold on my life for a long time but you no longer have that hold. I have let the grip go I have torn your tight grip off my fingers. I thought for so long that the sun couldn't survive without the moon. But you are not my sun I am my own fucking sun I am my own fucking moon. I do not fucking need you I don't need you. You shouldn't need me you don't need me you don't need closure you don't need me to accept your apology. You don't even care if I do you just want a way back into my life but guess what I don't need you.