Poem #141

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But there's good in him I swear under all that anger there's good in him. I know there's good in him I've seen the good in him if only you could see the way he takes care of me when I'm sick. If only you could see how proud he is when I do little things I was once so scared to do. If only you could've seen how heartbroken he was when he read my suicide note. There's good in him I swear he's just a hurt man he's just a hurt man who doesn't know what to do with the hurt so it goes into anger. I know that's not an excuse but I'm just a little girl and this little girl just wants her dad. She just wants him to love her she just wants to be able to love him without feeling so guilty. She wants to stop having to make excuses. But I don't know if that day will come. But all I do know is I cannot walk away the little girl in me needs him and I think I always will. I don't think they'll be a day when I don't need him. I need him I need him every day I need him to breathe without him what am I.

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