The Mafia's Princess

Chapter 15

"HELLOOOOOOO" I hear someone yell. I flinch from the noise
"OH DEAR FAMILY WE ARE BACK" Another person yells. Oh no more people
"You ok?" Alessandro asks me softly 
"Loud noises don't like them" I say he nods 
"And you want to be an assassin they use guns fyi" Carlo says 
"No shit. I've used guns before" I say 
"hold up what?" They ask shocked 
"Yeah" I say 
"OI IDIOTS WHERE ARE YOU?" someone yells I again flinch from the noise
"Kitchen" Antonio says a few seconds later at least twenty boys walk in. TWENTY. HOLY FUCK. 
"Oh my idiot cousins" A boy around eighteen grins 
"We aren't idiots" Xavier rolls his eyes 
"Yes you are" Everyone says. 
"Rude" Xavier says 
"Who's the chick?" A boy around seventeen asks 
"She's hot" Another says I roll my eyes 

"Also your cousin" I say flatly. 
"Well that explains why you look hot" The guy says "Because your related to us" He grins. I just stare at him flatly. 
"Could not be because I am my own person and put time into looking good" I say 
"Nope" he says 
"Stupid fucking egos" I mutter under my breathe
"Language" everyone in the room echos I roll my eyes sighing annoyed. I'm over this I'm done just let me free from this torture. People suck ass. Hey at least I got a compliment I look hot. I honestly doubt they would say that if I didn't have concealer on I look like death than. Like a ghost just inhabited my body. That's because I don't go out and lack of sleep. It's great fun. I love when I lack that much sleep I start hallucinating it's fucking funny the teacher will be teaching and I'll start screaming declaring there is a monster in the corner of the room. She'll yell at me and I'll hear the icecream truck sound then see an icecream truck in the school hallways and run after it and end up tripping and getting a concussion. Like I said fun and I don't even need drugs. 

"Hello? You there? Luna? Peek a boo" Xander says 
"Peek a boo? What am I two?" I ask flatly 
"Were you ignoring us?" Some dude around Alessandro's age asks 
"Nope zoned out" I say 
"thinking about?" He asks I chuckle 
"Don't worry about that" I muse. I've had some fun parts in life that included hallucinations when I wasn't high. 
"Oh but I am" He says 
"No thanks not saying" I say 
"Why not?" Carlo asks 
"Because you would think I'm crazy" I say 
"It can't be that bad" Antonio says 
"I was thinking about the times I hadn't slept in ages and started hallucinating I saw monsters in classrooms and ice cream trucks driving down school hallways and the teacher was a jelly monster it was great fun I somehow ended up with a concussion and eventually passed out" I grin 
"yep I think she's crazy" A boy says I frown 
"How long did you not sleep for for that to happen?" Antonio asks 
"Now don't be mad" I say he nods "four days" I say they stare at me in shock "yeah" I smile 
"that's insane" Someone around Carlo's age says 
"No shit" I say. "I'm going to read goodbye" I get up and run to my room before anyone can stop me. I walk into my room grinning.

I grab my book and sit on my bed and start blasting music. Nightmare by Gawne & Dansonn feat SkyDxddy is the first to play. I love this song. It's sooo relatable. I hum along as the music fills my senses and the words on the page become alive in my head the story coming to life. This is what I love about dark romance books they actually allow a story to be visualized in my head some I really struggle to picture but this book I have no problems even if it isn't the most appropriate scenes. Nothing I haven't done before. 

"HOLY FUCK" Someone yells in my ears. I punch them in the face "OWWWWW" they scream. 
"WHAT THE FUCK?" I yell panicked. I look and see one of my cousins the rest come running in I turn my music off instantly. Fuck them hearing that 
"Language" Alessandro warns me. I just sigh 
"Holy fuck that's a lot of blood" Xavier says. I now see my cousins nose bleeding. Shit. Whoops 
"That was not my fault" I say 
"You punched him" Dante says 
"I didn't know he was in here" I say
"Maybe just a suggestion turn your music down" Another guy who looks Alessandro's age says 
"I was vibing thank you and he wrecked that" I say 
"How the fuck are you vibing to that?" The guy I punched asks in disgust. Oh how much of that did he read?
"How much of that did you read?" I ask 
"Enough" He says disgusted. Shit. 
"Why? What are you reading?" Alessandro asks me 
"Nope I'm not saying" I hug my book tightly to my chest. They don't need to read Chapter 30 of Haunting Adeline with me. I'm rereading it. It was good. 

"Oh fuck no" Xander says glaring at the book then me
"It's not that bad" I say 
"Luna burn the book" He says sternly 
"Geez that's a bit far isn't it?" A dude around Luca's age asks 
"Listen to him" I tell Xander
"Would you like to read chapter 16 out loud?" Xander asks me 
"No" I say 
"Right hand it over now" He demands. I glare at him and he glares back we start a glaring competition. 
"I agree with Xander" the guy I punched says I scowl 
"What is in this book?" Antonio asks 
"Want to read the trigger warning list?" I ask 
"The what?" they ask 
"Trigger warning list" I say grinning 

"What type of books are you reading?" A guy asks shocked 
"A good book. Let me give you advice if it has a long list of trigger warnings and ends with the quote your mental health matters it's a good book" I grin. They just stare at me 
"Burn it" Alessandro says 
"But you didn't even read the list" I frown he sighs and holds out his hand. I hand him the book and he reads the trigger warning list
"you are not getting this back" He says 
"That is not fair" I frown 
"It's an over eighteen book Luna" He says flatly 
"And?" I ask "Alcohol is for over eighteens yet everyone drinks before then" I say "and drugs are illegal but everyone has done them" I say 
"You have?" They ask me 
"Duh" I say "used to have a drug addiction" I grin. They stare at me like 'what the fuck' "Ok that sounded bad and is bad but I got help well was forced to get help but same thing and now I am no longer addicted" I say grinning. 
"Where the fuck were your parents?" a guy around Raffaele's age asks. Oh that question. Well ummm 

"My mother was in a coffin and step-father was also high and drunk and out probably seeing his dealer if he hadn't already" I say 
"how did your mother die?" A guy asks 
"I stabbed her" I say 
"Holy fuck" They say I chuckle 
"Yeah it was self defence she was high and drunk so yeah anyways let's get off this topic" I say smiling trying to ignore the pain in my heart. 
"Right ok" They say. yeah. 
"Dam it we have school tomorrow" Someone frowns I grin "you like school?" they ask me 
"Fuck no" I say 
"Language" Everyone warns 
"I just got suspended for a week" I grin "So I don't have to go" I smile 
"What for?" He asks 
"Some rat was bullying me I got fed up and well she had a nap" I chuckle 
"You made her unconscious she did not have a nap" Alessandro says slightly angry I grin happily 

"I did warn her she said I couldn't do shit I proved that bitch wrong" I say proudly 
"Language" They warn 
"К черту языковое правило, оно может быть отстойным. Я ненавижу это правило. Я люблю клянусь, это весело, как будто ты трахаешь этого ублюдка. Честно говоря, хотя эта девчонка была чертовой сукой, мне бы хотелось бить сильнее, ей нужен хороший урок" (Fuck the language rule it can suck ass I hate the rule I love to swear it's fun like fuck you fuck that mother fucker. Honestly though that girl was a fucking bitch like I wish I punched harder she needed a good lesson-Russian) I say grinning. Ha try speaking Russian mother fuckers
"Luna stop swearing even if it's in other languages" Antonio scolds 
"Dam it" I say annoyed "I thought nobody could speak Russian" I frown 
"we can all speak Russian" Rocco smirks I scowl 
"Anyways I should probably look at your nose" Antonio says 
"Ya think? I've only been waiting a while" The guy whose nose I punched says 
"Next time don't sneak up on me" I say 
"Most people just say sorry" he says 
"I'm not sorry though" I say flatly Carlo and some other guys burst out laughing. 

"Also what music were you listening to?" Alessandro asks 
"You can't hear it" I say confused 
"yes we could" they say 
"You lied to me" I say looking at Antonio. Wow. He told me all the rooms were soundproof. Guess not. Why does everyone lie to me? Everyone. Everything in my life is a lie. I know I'm probably overreacting but when everything in your life is a lie it just adds to the pile of people you can't trust and that list right now is really big. I have nobody I'm fucking lonely. Everyone has someone but not me I'm the lonely outcast the freak the loser the nobody and it fucking hurts. Fuck this. I get up grab my phone and walk out of my room without another word. I walk into the garage grab a pair of bike keys a helmet I get on the bike start it put my helmet on and drive out. Fuck this. My phone automatically connects to the helmet's speakers and blasts music in my head as I drive. 

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Yeah so she's had enough I guess. I kinda like this chapter met some new people they hate her books and her music is weird to them and Antonio lied. Wow. Oh and she had a drug addiction so yeah. Hope you enjoyed 

-S