The Mafia's Princess

Chapter 32

I lay there all night feeling like shit. I got no sleep and feel like hell but I'm used to that. It's 7am I should get ready for school. I have some motivation back just enough to get up and show up to class that's it. I get up and trudge my way to the shower my cuts stinging from the water. I change into jeans and a hoodie both black and long enough to hide the cuts. I grab my bag put my book in and walk downstairs. I wasn't even fucked with the makeup. Nobody is downstairs so I write a note 'went to school-Luna' then I walk into the garage get in a car and drive to school. I get to school get out and walk in. Practically nobody is here. I walk outside and sit at the football fields and read Hunting Adeline. Eventually the bell goes and I go to class 

"wow you are actually here this time" the teacher says I just put my thumbs up and walk to the back of the class. I sit down and put my head on the desk. 
"You good?" a girl asks me I just nod "you look like hell washed over you" she says I shrug. she stays silent. The class goes by in a blur and I did listen. I look like I wasn't but I was I was drawing while listening it helps me concentrate. I'm going to study and improve my grades. I need to be perfect. I will be perfect. I go to lunch and sit in the library and read then go to my next class the same thing happening. I'll get the teachers to email me extra work so I can improve my grades. 

-time skip-

I haven't seen my family all day. I get in the car and drive back home. I walk in to absolute silence. Ok strange. I go to the kitchen to see a note 'Went out on a mission back later bed by 10pm there is food in the fridge DO NOT leave the house at all it is dangerous right now. If you need something ask the guards DO NOT leave at all-A' the note reads. I write my own note 'k-L' then I go to my room and grab my laptop I sit on the floor leaning against the wall and email the teachers for extra word which I get and immediately get started but I can't concentrate so I put the instrumentals of pop songs on which helps me out. I grab my notebooks and start to take notes especially in math which is still making no sense. Dam it. I search up on youtube how to do stuff but it doesn't make sense. Fuck. 

-time skip-

it's been two weeks and I've hardly slept I had to cancel on my stalkers mothers invitations to sunday lunch because I have been studying. I stay up all night and study I think the past two weeks I've had six hours of sleep across both of the weeks and fuck am I starting to feel the effects. My family have calmed down but we don't really talk or anything because I'm always studying I don't really eat or leave my room I just study. I have to be perfect however I haven't managed to stay clean so two weeks of self harm. I walk downstairs half stumbling and go to the dining room. I have a huge headache but I'm living with one so it doesn't bother me too much. 

"you good?" Raffaele asks worried 
"I'm fine" I say half asleep hardly managing to stay awake 
"you sure?" Carlo asks worried I hum in response. 
"I'm going to school" I say walking into the garage 
"Someone please go with her" I vagley hear Alessandro say worriedly. I get in the driver's seat and start the car. Xander gets in the passenger seat. I start driving practically falling asleep. 
"HOLY FUCK" Xander yells grabbing the wheel stopping us from crashing into a truck. I sit up instantly taking control again "fucking hell" he sighs in relief "Luna pull over" he says softly "I'll drive" he says I just do as he says. I get out and swap seats with him. we drive to school again me nearly falling asleep. "Luna" he starts but the rest of his words fade out 
"What?" I ask confused 
"how much" his words fade out again 
"go again" I say confused 
"How much sleep have you had?" he asks worriedly 
"Enough" I say. We get to school and I walk in again half stumbling. I go to my first class. Math. I think I have gotten better at it. I hope anyways. I walk in and sit at my usual seat at the back. I feel myself start to drift off as I wait for the bell I jump a bit startled when the bell does ring. I grab my notebook and wait for the teacher to walk in. 

"Are you ok?" A girl asks worried 
"huh? Me?" I ask confused
"yeah. You look like you need some sleep" She says worried 
"I'm fine" I say 
"yeah ok" she says. The lesson starts and I'm having a hard time keeping up 
"Luna what is the" the teachers question fades out 
"Sorry go again" I say 
"what is" the words fade out again I just blink at her confused "LUNA" she yells making me jump "DO NOT SLEEP IN MY CLASS GET OUT" she yells. I grab my bag and notebook and walk out confused. Why is everything spinning and blurry? I walk down the hallway when someone gently grabs my shoulders I wince from the touch them touching my cuts 
"Luna" someone says "hey you ok?" they ask 
"I'm fine" I manage to say. I can't see straight fuck. "who are you?" I ask confused 
"Dante your brother" he says
"Oh hi" I say before everything goes black.