The Mafia's Princess

Chapter 17

Fuck everyone.

I speed down the highway the wind blowing through my long brown hair. The peace I feel is so nice. This is the type of peace people describe when they are walking on the beach or something like that. I however find peace in the adrenaline. Things like ziplines, bikes, fighting, climbing really tall things, shooting, throwing knives, rage rooms etc. I can't help it I just love it. It calms me in a different way. It's like a pure bliss nothing and nobody else matters it's like I can breathe again fresh clean oxygen it's like I'm free. Free from my demons, from my thoughts, from my fears, from everything. It's like a invisible cage has been lifted from me and I can't help but crave it love it enjoy it. 

-time skip-

It's 11pm. I'm fucked. I may have stayed out all day without a phone and just rode and I wasn't doing to speed limit I was well and truly above that. I pull into the garage and get off. I quietly walk inside to absolute chaos everyone is yelling and running around. Oh shit. Whoops. I really didn't intend to stay out this long and I may have had a bit of alcohol and snorted a few lines of crack but it's fine that was hours ago like 5pm. Six hours to be precise. So I reek like a bar because that's where I went. I sneak around everyone somehow and get to the stairs before someone notices me 

"Where the fuck were you?" Carlo asks me pissed. I freeze in my tracks. Dam it dude I nearly got away. Everyone freezes and looks at me. Oh great. Note the sarcasm. Everyone hangs up 
"why the fuck do you smell like alcohol?" Luca asks pissed. I avoid eye contact. Whoops. I really should have just stayed at a hotel or fled the country with the death glares I'm getting but fuck what other people think I'm doing me now. 

"Luna answer the questions now" Alessandro demands in a pissed tone. 
"I went out" I say. 
"Where?" He asks pissed 
"For most of the time I just drove around" I say 
"Oh so that's why there are lots of speeding tickets?" Raffaele asks pissed. Whoops 
"Possibly" I say 
"where else did you go?" Alessandro asks pissed 
"A bar" I say 
"why?" Antonio asks pissed 
"Do a couple shots snort some crack you know regular shit" I say shrugging. It was more than a few shots and I may have kissed someone and caused a fight to break out because apparently my stalker was there considering the roses that were left on the bike "And the stalker was there" I say. 
"Stalker?" My cousins ask. Yeah. 
"Where? when? For how long?" Rocco asks 
"You think I know? I don't. I just know they went to the bar and caused a fight because of something and left the roses on the bike same colour" I say 
"Why was there a fight?" Luca asks I shrug. My stalker was in a mask and I guess his friends were with him as they stood and watched all in masks but different colours. Ngl they were hot like Zane Meadows hot so I'm not complaining. 
"And why are you smiling? this isn't a good thing" One of my cousins scolds. 

Oh but it is if said stalker is Zane Meadows hot. I just shrug a stupid grin on my face. Did I mention how sweet Zade is though he is just perfect. Like he kills people but only the bad to save others it's sweet oh and the reason he leaves Addie the roses awww it makes me fall in love with him. It's not fair there are around eight million people in the world and I can't fall in love with anyone but people in books IT'S NOT FAIR. Yes I will chuck a tantrum about it because it's not fair and I want to fall in love even just once ONE TIME JUST ONE but I can't even do that. 

"Luna? Are you listening?" Alessandro's pissed voice snaps me back to reality 
"What?" I ask 
"Do you have a death with?" Xavier mutters 
"Do I have to answer?" I ask. 
"no" he says I yawn feeling tiredness wash over me 
"Now your tired" Antonio shakes his head 
"yeah" I grin "Normally around this time or twelve I get tired but can't sleep" I say. Oh the joys of not sleeping. Oh Zade please stalk me. Ok I need to stop because I having a stalker is not good at all but Zade is sweet and also a stalker. but sweet and kind and can be gentle but that's not all stalkers and that's a book not real life. 
"Luna" Alessandro's stern and pissed voice snaps me out of my internal debate 
"yeah?" I ask 
"What are you thinking about child?" A cousin asks 
"I am not a child" I say frowning 
"yes you are" he says I roll my eyes "Grounded" he says 
"I'm well aware for a few weeks wasn't it? I don't remember" I say 
"Four weeks" Alessandro reminds me I grin.