Despite the cruel world she had a smile on her face-no matter how fake. She was kind and polite and never swore. But what happens when her step-father dies her abuser her rapist dies in a car accident? What happens when she finds out she has nine br...
It's monday and I am starting my revenge on my stalkers. I've spent more time with my family and I'm starting to feel happier. I've also been dodging therapy really well but I know I will have to go soon. I think I want to start making the appointments and stuff when to go because I want to get better even if it's a little bit I want to. I've also been taking my meds I don't feel like they are doing much so I want to up them mainly the antidepressants and mood stabilisers. I sat down with Luca at some point and had him explain my medications to me which made me feel somewhat better with taking them not fully because of trauma but enough I've started taking them. I dry my hair with the towel leaving it in wet curls. My purple hair looks really dark. I LOVE IT. White Knight by SkyDxddy plays through my room speakers as I mouth the lyrics. I put on a dark red skirt and a long black sleeve shirt and some black boots I put on dark red lipstick and mascara and my regular concealer.
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I look in the mirror. Hot. I decide to put my hair up in a ponytail. I look fucking amazing. I blow a kiss to myself and walk out I pet Lucifer and Morningstar goodbye grab my bag, phone, and headphones and walk downstairs with a smile. My family are going to lose their shit. I walk into the kitchen. "Morning" I grin "Fuck no" Carlo says "What?" I ask playing dumb "outfit" he says "I look fucking hot" I say he rolls his eyes "Look at this ponytail" I say grinning "The ponytail is fine Luna the skirt is too short" Nicolas says "But it's pretty" I say pouting "go change" Raffaele demands. "No I've spend too long deciding on this outfit" Which is true. I couldn't decide for the life of me what to wear but I started off with something small and am progressively going to get worse. "Are you not going to say anything?" Dante asks Alessandro I smile at him he just sighs "Why did I agree to that fucking deal" he mutters "Because I am so awesome and like yeah" I say grinning they just stare at me "I won't get any books for a week" I say "A month" Antonio says "Well technically I would've already completed the month because I was getting books today so now we are even and I can get books again" I grin they look at me confused "Girl math" I say proudly "So fake math that doesn't make sense?" Lorenzo asks "it does makes sense" Dante says "She was getting books today because she went to sleep yesterday but she traded that in so she can wear that-which looks amazing but the skirt is too short-now we are even because she doesn't get books and we don't owe her books and now she's getting books just because she can" he explains "Right I get it now" Romeo says "So you still end up with more books?" he asks me "It's an addiction" I say smiling "Tell me about it" Alessandro mutters "Whilst we are on the topic of books" he says. Shit he found out about my 2am book haul. "Want to explain why I got a notification about someone buying books at 2am?" He asks me "How do you know it was me?" I ask "Two things. Who is up at that time? And who loves books a lot?" Giovanni asks "Shit" I say "well I got bored and scrolled on tick tock for like ten minutes and then ended up hearing about a few books and well the fairy came and just clicked buy" I say smiling sheepishly "Clicked buy on two hundred books?" Alessandro asks. Everyone stares at me in shock "yeah there were a few fairies but I got some normal romances too and like two classics" I say
"Are you ok?" Xander puts a hand on my forehead "your not warm. Do you feel sick? Nausea? Dehydrated? Are you drunk? High? Have you had your meds? Have you overdosed on your meds? Have you inhaled any toxins within the last twenty four hours?" He asks concerned "wow" I say "Oh shit meds forgot about them" I say I just stare at the cupboard with my meds in it. I can't reach it and it has a lock on it. "shorty" They all smirk "Fuck you all then I'm not medicating today" I say annoyed "Up the mood stabilisers" Carlo muses "Thinking about it" Alessandro says "Same though" I say "and antidepressants and sleeping ones oh and the ones for anxiety" I add "Anything else while I'm taking notes?" Antonio asks sarcastically "Can we get anxiety gummies? are they a thing?" I ask "Yes why?" Luca asks "Some panic attack or something last night" I shrug. the thought of returning to school. "And you didn't get someone?" they ask "Couldn't breathe" I say "And afterwards?" they ask "Passed out I was tired" I say they shake their heads "We should put a panic button in your room" Antonio says "No" I say "A big red button and me in the same room bad idea I love buttons and pushing them is just awesome" I say "You push my buttons on a daily basis" Alessio mutters
