The Mafia's Princess

Chapter 38

"this is going to be fun" Alessandro mutters I grin. 
"Introduce yourself" Antonio whispers to me. What do I say? Hi I'm Luna sometimes depends on which personality you get. no I don't think that's a good idea. Hi I'm Luna and I was dragged here because I had no choice. No. Hi I'm Luna although sometimes I change personalities. WHAT DO I SAY? 
"who is this girl?" A dude around seventeen asks. He's kinda cute 
"This is Luna our sister" Alessandro says. Why can't I be an only child? No why couldn't my parents have a normal amount of kids instead of ten. There are four boys at the table why couldn't my parents have four kids why ten? Oh and why twenty cousins? Why all boys too? Where are the girls? It's not fair 
"And you didn't host a ball to celebrate getting her back?" The old dude asks. 
"I didn't want to introduce her to the mafia world till at least sixteen" Alessandro says. I just stare at him offended "What?" he asks me 
"Rude" I say. Ass hole. Like I would love to kill some people 
"It's a dangerous world for a little girl" A boy around sixteen says 
"Little girl? I am not a little girl thanks ass hole" I snap. My family sigh while the randoms stare at me in shock "What? What did I do?" I ask 
"You genuinely don't call people from other mafia's names because it can result in a war" A dude around nineteen says 
"Fun" I grin "Lots of death and violence do we get to bomb people?" I say excitedly. 
"we should have left you at home" Alessio mutters 
"Yeah I would have had a lovely night by myself reading watching movies talking to my pets but no I had to come unfortunately" I say annoyed 
"Jeez I have never met such a blunt girl" the old dude says 
"I'm not blunt just spitting facts" I say 
"What do you read?" a boy eighteen asks excitedly. 
"do not have this discussion I'm warning you it's bad" Lorenzo says 
"That is just rude" I roll my eyes "and everyone wonders why I stay home" I mutter annoyed "At least I got out of school" I say happily 
"How do you read but not like school?" the boy around sixteen asks 
"there are people at school ew" I say they stare at me confused 
"she's antisocial" Rocco says 
"Unless I'm drunk or high then I'm hella fun" I grin 
"Why did I let you come?" Alessandro sighs 
"I didn't want to come you made me" I say irritated "it's fine I brought a book" I shrug grabbing God Of Malice. My aunts eyes widen 
"why the hell are you reading that?" One asks I shrug
"he's cute" I say 
"he's a psychopath" they say I grin 
"Part of the fun" I say happily they shake their heads. 
"Put the book away and socialise" Xavier says 
"I'm done socialising thanks" I say and start reading. This guy. Adorable. He makes her lunch because all she eats are sandwiches so he makes her home made lunches. AWWWWW. OMG. Some of his words. Fuck.  some of what they say 

'"If one day, I choose someone else over you, will you let me go?"
"I'd slice their throat, make you watch then claim you in their blood."
"What happened to repressing?"
"Not in that hypothetical situation."' Ok Killian is on another fucking level. That is just damn. 

"What's with the dreamy look in her eyes?" the guy around seventeen asks 
"Genuinely means she's found something she likes" Luca says 
"This guy is next level" I say happily 
"do tell" Carlo says 
"ok so she said 'If one day, I choose someone else over you, will you let me go?' he said  'I'd slice their throat, make you watch then claim you in their blood' so she asks 'What happened to repressing?' his reply is 'Not in that hypothetical situation.' he is breaking sooooo many rules for her and it's adorable" I grin they just stare at me like 'what the fuck' I chuckle. I keep reading. Oh shit. Lan, Glyndon's(fmc brother) just hit Killian with his car because his 'seven days are up' seven days to leave Glyn alone. NOOOOOOO. NOT KILLIAN. FUCK. 
"I'm taking that off you before you throw it" Alessandro grabs my book 
"What?" I ask pissed. "Killian could die now and you are leaving me hanging?" I ask pissed. Fuck. 

"Socialise" Romeo says. ew. I just stay silent frowning and overthinking what's going to happen to Killian. Is he going to die? Is Landon going to die? What about Glyndon? Omg what is going to happen? Fuck. Is Landon going to torture Killian? What if Killian dies and Glyndon becomes a killer or depressed? OMG OMG. Fuck. Thoughts run through my head and panic overtakes me. Yeah panic over a book that's me. Honestly this book evokes more emotions than the thought of my step-father dying. Fucking hell that's fucked up. Yeah but that's me. I should just run out of here with my book. I mean I have a knife within reach stab Alessandro grab my book and bolt. That would work. Antonio is here and will stitch Alessandro up. However no doubt someone will chase after me so I run for a bit then take off my heels throw them at whoever chases me then climb up an ally wall and jump roofs for a bit till I lose them and spend the night on a roof reading maybe I could go to Carla's and chill there for a while then escape the country and travel the world under different identities and become an assassin in my free time as well as read every dark romance novel there is. That would work. Although no doubt I would have two mafia's after me the Spanish and Italian it's fine I can hide from them I just need to get rid of every digital trace of me and physical maybe I could just fake my death that would be fairly easy. car crash or plane crash or something hell maybe drown that would be really easy and the police could put it down as suicide thanks to my mental issues. Ok well that's the plan.