The Mafia's Princess

Chapter 29

I wake up with a pounding head. I open my eyes but close them from the bright light I groan sitting up and slowly opening my eyes again letting the adjust to the light 
"Shit Luna are you ok?" Alessandro asks worried as someone dims the light 
"What happened?" I ask confused "And where am I?" I ask confused 
"Your in our medical room at home" Antonio says a calm voice I nod. Fuck my head hurts "Do you remember what happened?" He asks softly. 
"it's all kinda blurry" I say. One thing I remember clearly is that demon and the little version of me or possibly another kid "when I was younger did I have brown curly hair?" I ask 
"yes how do you remember that?" Luca asks 
"I don't" I say. 
"So, why do you ask?" Alessio asks confused 
"because I kinda saw a younger version of me yesterday that and a scary as fuck demon" I say they just stare at me "I must say I looked cute as a kid" I say shrugging. 
"how exactly did you see a little you yesterday?" Antonio asks confused I shrug "And what demon?" he asks confused I shrug again. How am I not dead if the demon pushed her? Shit is this even real? 

"Come here" I say to Rocco he walks over to me I punch him in the head
"owww what the fuck?" he asks confused and angry. 
"ok this is real" I say I felt the pain in my hands 
"Normally people would pinch themselves" Carlo comments 
"I didn't want to pinch myself that would hurt" I say 
"so you punch me" Rocco says angrily 
"hear me out I thought I was dead and this was a hallucination but I was hallucinating yesterday when I say younger me and that scary demon" I say they just stare at me "yeah I sound insane ok" I say. How do I explain this? I'm pretty sure they think I'm crazy "Please just make sure the mental ward is nice" I say 
"We aren't sending you to a mental ward" Alessandro says 
"Yet" Carlo says 
"Never" Alessandro says sending Carlo a warning look "now let's start from the beginning" He says calmly. 

"Umm I got up and went to school" I say 
"No shit" Xavier says 
"Xavier shut the fuck up" Alessandro says "Continue" he tells me. 
"the seniors and I made a plan to play some music through the school speakers. Oh shit I forgot about the goat" I say 
"Huh? The goat?" they ask 
"there may be a goat in the principal's office" I say 
"we can deal with that later continue" Alessandro says still slightly shocked. 
"ummm Abby and I put the goat in the office then went to the umm sound room the room where you control the speakers and shit. Then we played the music for hours till eventually it stopped and I don't know" I say confused "then I just remember seeing the younger version of me and that demon. The demon pushed her off the bridge and she died there was blood everywhere as she stared at me with these lifeless grey eyes" I say. 
"That's all you remember?" Antonio asks confused 
"yeah why?" I ask confused 
"Because we found you at a bridge ready to jump and we also came to the school to get you to stop playing the music all the seniors left the building and we were waiting for you but you started screaming we ran up but you were nowhere to be found then when we ran back down we found you running away and a boy came up to us and told us you jumped off the school building then we went looking for you and found you at the bridge" Alessandro explains. I don't remember any of it I just nod. I'm so confused. 
"How do you not remember any of this?" Raffaele asks confused 
"I don't know I just don't" I say 
"bpd" Luca says "it fucks with your memory" he says 
"stupid fucking trauma" I mutter annoyed 
"yep" he says 
"are we sure that fucker is dead?" I ask 

"Language Luna for crying out loud" Antonio says 
"I'm nearly sixteen get over it" I say 
"How about no you aren't an adult" he says 
"Oh we're pulling that card need I remind you of the people who are also not an adult that swear like a pirate or are they part of my hallucinations too?" I say Carlo chuckles 
"Are you saying we are a hallucination?" Damon asks 
"yes" I say 
"I am offended I am a real person thank you" Rocco says "And you should know that after punching me" he says I just smile slightly Antonio rolls his eyes 
"Ok you can't swear Luna just you" Antonio says 
"Why? Will you duct tape my mouth?" I ask 
"If I have to I will" he says. 
"can you at least make sure it's purple, black, blue, or red?" I ask he stares at me then shakes his head muttering incoherently things. What kinky shit is Antonio into? I can't help but laugh at my thoughts. Dam that's fucked up not more fucked up than the shit I read but still. Anyways. 
"and you are laughing at?" Carlo asks 
"Nope not saying" I say smiling. Jeez I really am fucked up. I wonder if there is a mental stability scale. If so I would break the scale. I want to go read Haunting Adeline "I'm going to go read" I say getting up and out of bed. They just stare at me I shrug and go to my room where I grab my book and start reading.