As she walked past the gazebo in the town square, she spotted Jess leaning casually against one of the pillars, a book in hand. His eyes met hers, and for a moment, there was a flicker of understanding between them.
"You look like you could use a distraction," Jess remarked, his voice soft yet filled with an unspoken invitation.
Alessia hesitated, unsure if she wanted to let someone else in on her turmoil. But the exhaustion from pretending to be fine overwhelmed her. "Yeah, maybe," she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.
Jess closed his book and walked over to her. "Come on," he said, gesturing towards a bench nearby. "Sit down. Sometimes talking helps."
Alessia followed him, grateful for the chance to unload some of the weight she carried. They sat in silence for a while, the sounds of the town providing a comforting backdrop.
Finally, Alessia spoke, her voice raw with emotion. "Do you ever feel like no one sees you? Like you're invisible, even to the people who are supposed to care about you?"
Jess leaned back, studying her with a knowing look. "Yeah, I know that feeling," he admitted quietly. "Sometimes it feels like you're shouting into a void, and no one's listening."
Alessia nodded, tears threatening to spill over again. "It's like I'm always on the outside looking in. Even with my own family."
Jess didn't offer empty reassurances or meaningless platitudes. Instead, he listened, his presence a quiet anchor in the storm of her emotions. And for the first time in a long while, Alessia felt seen.
Hours later, Alessia entered the Gilmore house that evening, she found Lorelai and Rory settled in the living room, engrossed in a movie. They looked up as she walked in, but Lorelai didn't inquire about where she had been or invite her to join them.
Alessia paused in the doorway, feeling a mixture of hurt and resignation. She had hoped they would notice her absence, or at least ask how her day had been. But as she watched them laughing together, she realized she was still on the periphery of their world.
Deciding not to dwell on it, Alessia silently retreated to her room. She closed the door behind her and sank onto her bed, feeling the weight of loneliness settle over her once more. It wasn't the first time she had felt invisible in her own home, but tonight it stung more than usual.
She picked up a book from her nightstand and tried to lose herself in its pages, seeking solace in the fictional world where she could forget her troubles. But the words blurred before her eyes, and her thoughts kept returning to the rift between her and her family.
Hours passed in silence, the distant sounds of the movie downstairs a reminder of the divide that seemed to widen with each passing day. Finally, fatigue caught up with Alessia, and she drifted off into a restless sleep, hoping tomorrow would bring a better day.
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The Forgotten Gilmore
FanfictionIn The Forgotten Gilmore, Alessia Gilmore grapples with adolescence in Stars Hollow, a town where gossip flows as freely as coffee at Luke's Diner. Overshadowed by her mother Lorelai's bond with twin sister Rory, Alessia finds solace in her irrevere...