These Make Believe Dreams

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These make believe dreams
Keep me wishing my fragile seams
Hold it together long enough for me to see
The wonderful wonder of my every glowing flame.
These make believe dreams
May be the the thing keeping me alive
Beyond all the damage I have put my self through.
Damage in which I cannot fix.
Trust me I've tried, but really who is keeping
Me from telling myself that lie?
These make believe dreams
Though out of reach,
Keep me sane.
And wow lord, in your good name
I feel ashamed that I haven't lived
Up to your fame.
Though I know that is not possible
All these ignominies keep piling
And I keep just smiling
Because I know not what to do.
I kept my mind open but all that happened is my own personal chocking.
Chocking on fear,shame, and every other tragic thing that you could possibly ever name.
But these make believe dreams give me things to possibly foresee and I feel that may be all that I need.

L.O.M

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