Poetry By Me

Your Musk

Dusk fades to dawn,
And then dawn back to the musk
In your presence I'm sure
There must have been a flunk.
It doesn't sing that way It did,
But maybe it's better that it ended right when it did,
So I bid a goodbye even though
I know
I will never truly leave.
Because your smile,no longer dazzling,
Keeps me up, I'm doomed and frazzling.
Cracking and seeping
You pour into my wounds
It makes sense,
I guess,
Since i wander tounds.
The places you played when you didn't know how to live.
Before you could, drink,
Drive, and before you knew
That you wanted to die.
Because that time we spent,
Wild and free,
Could never prepare me
For when you left so easily.
I keep you in my prays,
Because I can't ask for help
Because god sent you,
And I didn't cherish it,
And welp
for that,
I pitty myself.
We crashed in the dark,
Making stars out of smoke
And we spoke so much
It nearly hurt
I still remember that cigarette that
Painting the city
It covered us both
So we stayed hidden
As we both begin to choke on our very own used and bruised dark blue smoke
We stayed up till morning
Just to sleep until dusk.
I wish I could capture it
And bottle up
Your once vibrant, now tourted once forever, now forgotten, musk.

L.O.M