she's very pretty (jenlisa)

Chapter 43

1st of september 2016 (3 days since last chapter)

(doing something new, diary entries!)

jennie's diary

she got me icecream! she must not hate me now.

update: she still hates me. okay, maybe that's an overstatement. she's spoken seven words to me today, which is an improvement compared to yesterday. i don't know how to tell her i know about why she has bruises, just because it's obviously gonna be a sore topic. seriously though, how am i supposed to start that conversation?

"hey, so apparently whenever you think you suck at dancing you hurt yourself, and that's like totally not cool, girl why do you do that?"

i have an odd feeling she would react well to that.

that's sarcasm, in case you couldn't tell.

anyway, i'm sure i'll say something even more stupid anyway and then we won't talk for another 2 weeks, per usual.

i started sleeping in our room again, and last night we watched stranger things, and we literally didn't talk. maybe she just read my mind because she just walked over and sat down next to me.

she's so pretty.

have you seen her? she's goddess like. her blonde hair is killing me, because i can't run my hands through like i used to. i can't kiss her lips. god, i miss her lips. anyway, i'm ranting, at this point gotta pray to god no-one finds this notebook, because then i won't seem as straight as i am.

i am very straight, for the record.

SHIT SHE'S OUT OF THE SHOWER GTG BYEEEEE

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"morning." lisa's soft voice fills jennie's ears, and the brunette smiles softly as she quickly snaps her diary shut, lisa stumbling tiredly out of the bathroom.

"good morning. what are you doing today?"

"nothing, i'll probably just go practice." lisa replied casually, opening her cupboard to get her bag, the one with the cats on it.

"nuh uh. not happening. i have a better idea." jennie quips back quickly, snatching the bag from lisa's hands as the blonde rolls her eyes, smiling softly.

jennie has to try her hardest not to kiss lisa just because she looks so beautiful right now. her smile, her damp hair tied back, no makeup, baggy jeans and a tight shirt.

she wishes they were back in new york.

"alright then, what's your amazing idea? cmon, spill." lisa jokes, snatching the bag back from jennie and chucking it carelessly into her closet, plopping down cross legged on her bed.

"you know nayeon right?" jennie smirks sitting down next to lisa as confusion crosses the blonde's face.

"yesss... why?"

"well, it's her 21st tonight, she's having a giant house party and literally everyone's invited. including us. do you wanna go?"

lisa stares at jennie blankly, her beautiful doe eyes wide.

this isn't fair anymore. jennie thinks silently to herself.

the two engage in a staring contest for a couple seconds until lisa gives up, chuckling softly at jennie's expression.

"you know what? fine. you win. but i am not gettimg drunk." the blonde replies sternly, as jennie fist pumps the air.

"yes! oh my god, what are we gonna wear?" jennie panics, standing up quickly as lisa dumfoundedly watches her flit across the room, looking for dresses and skirts and high heels.