she's very pretty (jenlisa)

chapter 45

4th of september, 2016
(same day as last chapter, later in the day)

*the fanmeet*

jisoo pov

we're all sitting at this giant long table in this weird conference room, chae is on one end, i'm next to her, then jennie, then lisa at the other end.

there's an excited atmosphere in the room, our fans are bustling around and yelling out things at us, snapping pictures.

the continuous flash of the cameras in my eyes is certainly something i'll have to get used to, but i should be okay. the chairs we're sitting in are a little bit squeaky, and i have to stifle a laugh when rosie readjusts slightly and the chair lets out a groan.

the chatter slowly comes to a stop when the redhead next to me clears her throat, tilting her chin and smiling softly at the crowd. leaning into the microphone.

"hello guys! thankyou so much for coming today, we love our fans. i'm rosé-"

"i'm jisoo."

"i'm jennie."

"and i'm lisa. we are blackpink!"

this is the first time we've actually done that all together, for our debut, it was announced for us.

a shiver runs down my spine, it's incredibly exciting knowing our dreams have finally come true.

i look to rosie, who smiles softly at me. timidly, placing her pretty hand on my thigh lovingly, where the fans can't see.

the fanmeet goes amazing, our fans are so kind, it's nice to know we're their idols.

i glance over at jennie and lisa, and they act normal for most of the fanmeet, but as i was talking to jennie briefly in between fans coming up, i saw lisa staring at the brunette with the most undeniable desire, her doe eyes following jennie's lips, her neck, her everything. i kept talking to her, but i just couldn't ignore lisa, the blonde was tracing patterns on jennie's arm, and a light blush overcame her cheeks.

it felt embarrassing, but oddly comforting to see their love on display; even if they don't know it is love. it's something i've always loved, and i really hope their chemistry doesn't go to waste.

the way i've heard it, and seen it, is that lisa adores jennie with all her heart, but in a friend way. i think jennie might be worse though.

i see it in her eyes when she's with the blonde.

when lisa dances, i see it. when lisa's dozed off on the couch. when she's cooking in the kitchen in workout clothes.

i see everything, after all, i'm unnie. i wonder if they've banged yet. i'm voting yes, by the way lisa has been staring at jennie for the past 20 minutes.

a girl comes up to me, her eyes wide and possibly teary. fans are more emotional than i'd originally assumed.

"oh my god, jisoo i love you! how are you?" she exclaims excitedly, quickly sitting as she pushes a picture towards me to sign, and i smile widely at her. thank god it's a real smile.

"thankyou so much! i love you too! i'm honestly amazing, this has been an amazing experience." i reply honestly, smilin softly at her as i remember the first time i met a celebrity.

i was 12, walking around seoul with my friends when we spotted a famous actress i'd seen in a couple of k-dramas.

i guess she noticed me looking at her, and she waved at me. i nearly fainted, i was shaking my friends arm probably a little too roughly.

she hugged me, with a real smile, and gave me her autograph.

it's one of my most fond memories.

one day my friend saw a different k-drama actress, and she went up to her and asked for an autograph. the actress was renowned for being funny and nice in interviews, so it came as a shock when she snatched the paper from my friend's hand and threw it on the ground, scoffing as she walked away.