good luck, babe! - lynn loud

bags

there wasnt another word said for the rest of the walk home. nessa was fully aware of what shed done feeling a tiny bit of regret, but lynn seemed to blame it on the drinks shes had and that was a story nessa could play along with. 

she still thought it felt somewhat good to finally let out the thoughts that had roamed her mind ever since she had met the girl, even if she didnt think she meant it. 

and she was correct. lynn didnt think she meant it. mostly because of what shed seen right before they left. carla looking over at her laughing whilst they were whispering about something it looked like only they were supposed to hear. 

maybe they planned it and did it just to make lynn look stupid or get her hopes up. but on the other hand, none of them knew about her feelings towards nessa. her body language may have been easy to read for the people who knew her the best, but there was no way they could have noticed, right?

lynn made sure nessa got home safe and sound, then made her way back to her own house. she couldnt describe the feeling that sat in her chest. she could barley sit still, but didnt have the energy to do anything besides lay in bed and wait untill she fell asleep so she could finally escape her thoughts. 

the next morning she didnt even bother to get up before having layed in bed for a good 25 minutes. she could hear her siblings talking in the hallway outside her door and saw the bed on the other side of the room was empty. she wasnt even sure if lucy was there when she got home or if she slept in the basement like she sometimes would, and honestly she didnt really care either.

she brushed her teeth and washed her face like she did every morning, pulled out the braid she didnt bother to take out the night before, seeing the waves in her hair. 

the feeling from the night before hadnt left overnight. it still sat heavy on her shoulders, killing her motivation to do anything. as she dragged herself down the stairs luna stepped out of the kitchen. 

"hey sleeping beauty" she grinned, but lynn was really not in the mood. "theres a breakfast burrito in the fridge" the older loud  announced. "im not hungry" the athlete muttered. "well if your going to practise you need to eat" she tried convincing her as she saw her starting to tie her shoes on, but was ignored.

lynn had no idea how long she practised, but all the energy she didnt really have in the first place had been used up thats for sure. not that training until she was exausted helped in any way, but at least she got her reps in.

she saw there was a few unopened messages that she most likely wasnt going to respond to within the next 2 weeks, but decided to see who had sent them anyway.

in the middle of the list of names she could see the one that once made her stomach flip, but now made it drop. she was about to swipe away to get her mind off the topic and keep eating the cereal shed made herself seeing one of her siblings had eaten the burrito luna talked about, but then saw the name of her rockstar sister on the list aswell. 

luna was not going to let go of her sisters behaviour, knowing something was up. instead of walking around the whole house to find her she texted her instead. it took a few minutes before she got a reply, but 12 minutes was definitely not bad thinking about how long lynn has had her on delivered before.

luna

come to my room 

now

lynn

no?

luna