good luck, babe! - lynn loud

diet mountain dew

nessa couldnt remember the last time she slept as good as she did that night. sure it took her a while to actually fall asleep because of all the thoughts spinning in her head, but she didnt wake up once before her alarm went off, something that was unusual for her. 

the earbleeding sound of her duck croaking alarm filled the room. she slapped her phone and to her surprise it actually stopped. after a good 5 minutes of rethinking her whole existence, she started getting dressed and did her morning routine. when she was done she grabbed her phone.

just above the time stood the word tuesday and the date 5th june. if there was one thing she hated more than mondays, it was tuesdays. you usually prepeare yourself for a bad day before monday, but then youre so relived its over when you come home that you completely forget you have to relive it again the next day.

behind the time and date was the picture shed taken off lynn with flour all over her. the photo flashed memory of the night before back to her. the thought of having to see lynn again later made her slightly nervous. well, more like very nervous.

what was she going to do? ignore the fact that they kissed and go on like they usually did? no, definitely not. but would lynn want her to bring it up at school where there was a bunch of nosy teenagers that wouldnt hesitate to tell the whole school if they heard just so they could get their 5 minutes of fame? she had no idea. and what would lynn do? what if she didnt mean any of it and just felt pressured? what if she skrewed up one of the three friendships she had?

that was the sound of the thoughts that fought the war in her mind. she probably looked crazy where she stoor in the middle of the staircase with her phone in hand. she decided it was way to early for even concidering what to do and that that could be a problem for her future self. 

for the remaining 20 minutes she scrolled on her phone before having to leave. the house was dead silent, the only noice to be heard being the sound coming from the video playing on her screen. she put down her phone and blew a few hairs out of her face. 

only a second later she got a notification.

lynn

wanna walk to school together?

nessa

that would mean id have to take a longer route

lynn

you wouldnt do that for me

nessa

of course not

who do you think you are

lynn

so you want me to die

nessa

what in the world

ill be there in 15

lynn

wdym 15 its a 5 minute walk

nessa

its seven thirty in the morning

take it or leave it