good luck, babe! - lynn loud

i love you, im sorry (ending 2)

lynn asked luna maybe 150 times to help her make a plan or at least give her any idea of what to do and the way she rejected her every single time made her wonder if she was secretly praying on her downfall or something. 

this left her no other choice than having to trust herself and since she had been blocked, it meant she had to speak to nessa in person, which was probably the best, but also something making her palms sweaty just thinking about it. it was kinda ironic that she was the one who broke things off and here she was, skipping her moring run to plan out how to hopefully get her girlfriend back. or at least her forgiveness.

"want a bagel?" luna stepped into the dining room seeing lynn sat by the table, very focused on whatever was on her phone. "not hungry" she declined, actually looking up and meeting her eyes. "hey could you help me-" was all she got to say before luna cut her off, basically sprinting out of the room. "sorry gotta go, byeeee!" she said then proceded to sit on the couch for another 15 minutes.

she did notice all her classes except for one she did have with nessa, but she just had to grow the balls to go up to her and speak to her even tho her friends were around, because it didnt look like she was planning on leaving their side anytime soon. something making it a little easier on her end was margo not being at school because if she saw lynn talk to nessa again, she would never not talk about it.

lynn was never lucky when it came to having classes with her friends. she wouldve been this year if it wasnt for the fact that she and nessa wasnt friends anymore. she hated arts more than anything. she physically wasnt able to sit still and focus for longer than 10 minutes. this applied to in her normal classes aswell, but it seemed to get even worse there.

nessa sat by herself by one of the tables, humming along to the song playing in her airpods. last year she never wouldve done this, afraid people might think she was a weird loner or something, but now there was always someone shouting lesbian at her no matter where she went, so the people who actually liked her was pretty much just eva and charlotte. she just figured she didnt really care anymore and her life felt so much easier that way.

lynn was actually about to walk up to her, seeing that she was alone, thinking this was the perfect time for her to go talk to her, but just as she set a foot in her direction eva came running out of nowhere.

"i need to tell you something, but promise you wont tell anyone" nessa jumped slightly, not noticing eva coming up behind her. "i really dont have anyone else to tell" she replied playfully, taking her airpods out before seeing the serious and slightly stressed look she had on her face. her smile instantly dropped when when she saw. eva took one more look around her before she spoke, like there nobody else could hear what she was about to say. "just to be clear i have no idea what im talking about and im know horrible at reading people, but im like 99% sure charlotte likes you" nessas mouth opened and closed a few times before she managed to get two simple words out. "what now?"

"it sounds very stupid and i know just because someones lesbian doesnt mean they automatically want every girl they walk past, but she asks about you all the time, when youre around she cant pull her eyes away from you and she clings onto you like its the end of the world" nessa understood pretty quickly that she might be onto something, but that did not mean she wanted to admit it. nor did it mean she had a crush on her. that was literally insane. "isnt that just how she is?" she didnt even belive herself when she spoke and neither did eva. "ive never seen her like that with someone else, but again i might be thinking the wrong thing"

evas whole appearance showed she was scared she was telling false information, but she wasnt able to keep it to herself any longer. nessa couldnt help but feel a little bad for her because she really was the sweetest soul ever. "ask her then" she realized how stupid it sounded the second the words left her mouth. "but do you like her?" nessa stared at the wood table beneath her as soon as she heard eva ask that, trying to find the right words to describe the situation, because the past 2 weeks she had been trying to force herself to belive she had a crush on her, but she really didnt.