She'll never love me the same

Where'd you go?

Heyy guys so this is kinda rushed my vacation is almost over I'm sad but it's somehow given me more reason to write before I leave so as always comment if you need any clarification!

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Gisellana pov:

I was about to text her again. As soon as I opened up our msgs the door opened I looked up and... it wasn't her. So I went to grab my headphones and started playing music then went to go text her because after 5mins the teacher marks you late. I send "are u coming to study hall??" And put my phone down. Not even 5 mins later I feel her presence my back is faced to the door I turn down my music and hear a chair roll over behind me now I can see her out of my peripheral vision. She sits down puts her bag down.

I know she sees me and I'm gonna wait till she says sum because who tf she feeling like??

Omniscient pov:

Xolani is scared to have any sort of interaction with Gisellana. Xolani knows she can see her but doesn't wanna say anything m. She was only 3 minutes late to class but she knew Gisellana was still mad.

Xolani pov:

I feel this girls eyes staring at me I don't wanna turn around. What's honestly the worst she could do...

I swivel my chair around to face her and tap her.

"Madison."

She doesn't make eye contact m

"What"

"Sorry I left without telling you today it's just I had a lot on my mind and stuff and I-"

She cut me off before I could finish my thought...

"Excuse me Ms. R can me and Xolani get to the vending machine?"

You see she's such a big back no way this ho interrupted me to go get a damn snack ion even wanna go.

"Yeah, sure y'all can go ahead!"

"Okay thank you!"

She just got up expecting me to follow... I did indeed follow her like a lost puppy 🌚. I had the munchies soooo.

We walk out of the class and go down to the locker room.

"I thought we were going to the vending machine?"

She stopped dead in her tracks turned on the step she was on and looked at me. Her eyes were kinda teary I don't know why though.

"You know damn well ion want no snack."

She went to continue walking but stoped again and turned to ask

"Why do u look like that?" She said Her voice was kinda shaky while saying that. Damn, I forgot my eyes are probably red. I just laugh and say

"like what?"

She turns back around and keeps walking till we get into the locker room I see her walking towards the bathroom so I sit on the first bench. I get on my phone not even paying attention but I didn't hear the door close, I look up and I see her hand reach to my hoodie I moved it because why is she grabbing on my like that?? She reached again using all her strength this time and pulled me up she started dragging me til we reached the one person bathroom.

"I'm not going in the bathroom with you."

I said in a partial confused tone. She let go of my hoodie.

"Yes you are."

She grabbed my wrist and pulled me in and locked the door.

"Sit down. Now."

"Uhm okay??"

I sat on the floor while she sat on the closed toilet seat.

" where'd you go?"

I was tryna think but my high was taking over so badly I literally zoned out and just stared at her. "Xolani!"

"Yea sorry"

"I'm gonna ask you this once and you better not lie to me or I swear I'm gonna fight you and nobody is going to hear you because everybody is in class. Are you high?"

I didn't say anything I just looked down at my feet. She got up now hovering over me.

"You've got to be fucking kidding me Xolani really? You said that was a one time thing."

I looked back up at her my eyes kinda teary I knew she'd be mad but the disappointment in her voice made it 10x worse.

"I know I'm sorry..."

She sat back down and just looked at me.

"Where did you go during lunch."

"I- I uhm walked to chipotle then five below and walked back to school"

"So why couldn't you tell me that?"

"I was just really overwhelmed, anxious, and just wanted to be alone or worry you."

" so you couldn't have just told me that instead of just disappearing on me?"

"I know and I'm-"

she cut me off again.

"No, Xolani. You keep pushing me away and I'm sick of it. I'm here and not going anywhere. I know I don't tell you it a lot but I care about you a lot and your actions affect me a lot. when your not okay neither am I."

"I'm sorry I don't mean to push you away I really don't im just scared you'll leave if I let you in too much."

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Okay hey guys I just wanted to push another chapter out sorry for the mini cliff hanger. 😭

I'm finally gonna gts after hours of writing this short chapter 😭

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Xoxo 🎀