She'll never love me the same

Surprise

comment if u need clarification same old same old byeeeee enjoy! VOTE AND COMMENT 🙏🏾!

Also I hate writing these sex scenes YUCK 😭😭

Oh warning intimate scenes in this chapter!

oh and xolani is more dominant now as requested and my original plan already I just wanted Gisellana to find herself and identity if that make sense she'll still have a dominant side just not as much with xolani.

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Xolani pov:

We got to the movies and she parked the car in the pretty empty lot. I went to get out.

"where are you going?" I closed the door back and turned to face her.

"what do you mean?" I was now a tad confused

"I got you something"

"You need to stop with these gifts before I put you to sleep"

I looked back over to her to see her kinda nervous.

I leaned over the console, gently grabbing her neck and kissing her lips to mine softly. It gradually deepened so I let my hand travel down her chest then her stomach letting it rest on her waist. Rubbing gently on her side I felt her quietly moan into my mouth. I pulled back, kissed her gently, and sat back in my seat properly facing her.

She bit her lip slightly looking at me. I could see her old self back super cute, girly, and shy. I let her be dominant for a little too long because I don't know who she thought she was lately, but I'm back.

"What did you have to show me" I asked nonchalantly.

"Oh uhm here" she spoke barely above a whisper

She handed me 3 rolled blunts in pink paper oh Yeah she's getting put to sleep tonighttttt.

"How did you even get any of this"

"My uh- uhm.. my cousin."

"Mmm, you cute when you're shy"

She looked away shyly. Yea I knew her being dominant wouldn't last long. She's a pretty princess I don't know why she tried to change.

I lit the blunt with my lighter I had attached to my pants. I cracked the window and took a few puffs.

"Give me ur cousins plug rn cs holy this shit is gas"

"I know righttt, pass here"

"What do you mean you know?"

"Uhm.." she was avoiding looking at me.

"You been smoking haven't you, and Straight from the plant not even the liquid form??!"

She looked at me trying to form words but nothing was coming out.

" I mean you coulda at least told me. You smoking by yourself coulda been smoking with me."

"I'm sorry, I was kinda scared" she was fiddling with her nails. She look almost sad.

"It's fine Maddy, you don't need to apologize I'm not mad. Okay?"

She nodded her head

"No, speak up"

She stared down in her lap avoiding eye contact again.

I gently lifted her chin up to face me.

"Hmm?"

"Okay"

"good now gimme kiss"

She leaned in let her lips softly meet mine. She tried to move back but I gripped her face a little tighter not letting her lips move from mine. I missed her lips so much. She slipped her tongue in my mouth and when she went to take it back out I held on a little with my lips, then let go. I could tell that made her want more. She was leaning in harder. I had remember the blunt was in my so I put my hand up, and a little to the side. I let my other hand off her face and traveled down to her exposed stomach I didn't even notice she changed into a crop top before she left . Her skin was so smooth I kept gently rubbing the side of her stomach. Her smell was so addicting. It was a warm vanilla and Carmel smell it wasn't strong but it was just enough to have me hooked.

"You smell so fucking good what the fuck"
I said against her lips.

"Mmhmm" she pulled back ...

"Oh shit"

I noticed the car started moving. I looked over to her and she was already putting her foot on the break and changing the gear to park.

She looked at me and I just started laughing. Then took a pull from the blunt that was now running a lil low not too much though. She was so distracted by me that she almost crashed

She snatched the blunt out my hand and basically finished the blunt.

"Damn girl I couldn't get any more pulls outta that?!?!"

"Light another one" I just looked at her. I could tell the high was getting to her, her eyes were super low now.

I grabbed another blunt from my lap and lit it. I smoked the blunt until it was halfway gone. i checked my phone and it was 9:45.

"uhm you do know we've already missed thirty minutes of the movie"

" oh I lied the movie doesn't start until 10"

"Oh okay I'm finna smoke the rest and we can head in"

She shrugged her shoulders just staring at me. I stared back admiring her eyes. Her eyes are so pretty and I love the way her glasses sit on her face.

"Your so pretty Madison"

She didn't look away she smiled softly. I could see her cheeks faintly turning red.

By the time my blunt was done I felt the high and I was so chill. I love being high for real. I look over at Madison and she looks higher than before. We get ourselves situated and I grab the blanket from her back seat.

We finally went in and she got our tickets scanned and then we got snacks. I decided I was going to pay because she had been spoiling me extra lately I'm just really glad we're back on good terms yeah we went through a rough patch but we are okay now. We're going to be togethere until we grow old together.

The movie finished and we left and went to chipotle. Then got back on the road heading home... I was ready to sleep honestly, we both were.

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The ending was rushed sorryyyy

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