She'll never love me the same

Again?

TRIGGER WARNING SELF HARM MENTIONED AND DESCRIBED⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

Comment if u need clarification same old same old byeeeee enjoy!

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Gisellana pov:

This food is honestly so good wtf it has to be crack in it.

"Is it good?!?!"

"Hell yea, good as fuck!"

"Lemme get a bite then"

"Nope fuck you"

"GIVE ME A BITE DAMNIT"

I got some of my food on a fork for her and began to put it up to her mouth then quickly pulled it back and put it in my mouth before it could go in my mouth she leaned over and took the food off the fork with her mouth and started at me like she wanted something else but she just sat back down...

"You're so big backed" I giggled she shrugged her shoulders at me while chewing. She's so clumsy she doesn't even realize it's sauce on the corner of her mouth and I'm not gonna say anything either. I had 3 bites left of my food then I went and threw away my used bowl. By the time I was done, Xolani was in the living room watching the news. She can be such an old lady sometimes. I sat down facing her sitting on her lap. I've been getting a lot bolder towards her because I know she likes me. She did kiss me first afterall. I look at her and she's still oblivious to the sauce on the corner of her lip. I take it upon myself to get it off. I lean in licking her lip and softly kissing her butter soft lips. I sit back up admiring her facial features.

" what was that for?"

"You had sauce on your lips"

"so do you actually like me or did you just kiss me because you were high, I understand if it was but I just don't wanna ruin our friendship because I love us a lot as friends, and I-" I cut her off with my lips connecting with hers

She just looked at me. After a few seconds she tapped my lower back "Come on let's go to sleep" The look in her eyes changed I don't know what it was though...

We walked downstairs and down the hall back into my room. She closed the door behind us. I went and turned off the main room lamp then my bedside lamp.

"Hey hit the lamp on ur side please"

She hit it with no hesitation. I got in the bed pulling up the covers. And all of a sudden this girl jumps on me.

"Xolani, get off of me you're such a little kid" I was laughing so hard because why would she do that.

She didn't get off tho she started kissing me all over my face. Causing me to giggle, it kinda tickled. "Xo, stop it that tickles" She finally stopped and rested her head on my chest and her hands wrapped around my waist. I think she was listening to my heartbeat because she got supper still and told me to hush. She took one of her hands from under me putting it up my shirt rubbing on my stomach softly. I don't like people touching my stomach because im kinda self conscious about it sometimes, but I didn't mind her doing it. I looked down at her arm and realized she had a hoodie on and I knew she was hot because her body was so warm on mine.