She'll never love me the same

The dinner...

Hey guys this was rushed enjoy...

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Xolani Pov:

We pull into her neighborhood and approach her house... it's now 6:15 PM. My mom finds a parking spot she gets out and I get out behind her. She locks the car when we walk up to the steps that lead up to her house. My mom rings the doorbell. After a couple seconds, I hear someone walking towards the door saying "they're here Gisellana!". It's her mom. She opens the door and says hi. We both say hi back and head into the house. She tells us to take our shoes off at the door. I'm surprised that she told us to take her shoes off cause I thought we were having dinner on the first floor but since she made us takeoff her shoes I figured we'd be on the top floor. I've never been to her house before, but she has told me the layout of her house. I don't see Gisellana anywhere so I figured she was already upstairs. Her mom leads us up stairs and we finally get to the top floor. She tells us we can sit on the couch for now because dinner isn't ready yet. We sit down and her mom ask my mom she wants to come and help of course my mom being herself says sure. She may not always be the greatest mother, but she does love cooking, but never cooks for her own kids. Before Gisellana's mom left my mom walked ahead of her she turned and said "she's down stairs second floor to ur right last door" she said with a soft smile.

I simply give her a thumbs up. She rolled her eyes and laughed because she knew I was going down. About 15 minutes go by of me scrolling on my phone and I go down stairs. I get to her door it's cracked and I hear music playing softly. I knocked twice I heard her walk towards the door.

"Hey"

"Your mom told me to check on you. Where's Stella?"

"Oh... she's at a friends."

"Oh ok... well I'm going back upstairs"

I turn to walk away and get half way down the hallway. I heard footsteps moving quickly  I turn around to see her as she grabs my wrist pulling me back towards her room. She pulled me in and closed the door leaving the smallest crack. If somebody was to come to her door they wouldn't be able to see in but they could see her door was still open. I sat in front of her bed bcs she hates when ppl wear their outside clothes on her bed. Her room was clean but had a couple clothes on the floor. I wasn't surprised on how it looked cs she's showed me her room on facetime before but it was better in person to be honest.

As I'm looking around she speaks which brings me out of my thoughts.

"Xo... look I'm sorry. I don't want you to think I left you because I thought you were weird or crazy I was just overwhelmed with my own thoughts in the moment." 

I didn't make eye contact I just listened.

"Ok I forgive you"

I said looking down at my hands that I was unconsciously fidgeting with.

She sat down next to me infront of her bed and pulls my hands apart and straddles my lap not actually sitting on me but just hovering to hug me. Something about that made me squirmish. So I said "okay get off now"