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Xolani pov:

I walk around the corner and see my old English teacher I say hi and he just smiles at me. I was about to walk into the short hall leading into the cafeteria when I heard "I'm so into you" by SWV playing on the school loud speakers which is literally never used so I thought somebody was playing a prank and the thought of that alone had me dying laughing. it was also one of my favorite songs at the moment but I stopped listening. I walked into the cafeteria and once again I don't see anybody so now I'm pissed the fuck off. I walked further in with my back turned to the other half of the of the cafeteria which you cant see into because you have to open a door to get into so I turn to face the door because maybe they're in there idk. I turn to the door.

Gisellana pov:

I planned this all out and she's high as shit.

I decided to follow her at lunch since she turned off her location and saw she was smoking. I left after seeing her smoke because I had to change my whole plan. My plan was to make a big scene and ask her to be my girlfriend. Now, I was just going to do it by myself in a room while everyone in our study hall was in a different room. I asked our old dean to wait there and say hi loud enough to her so I knew to start the music.

"Hi!" Welp let's pray this works.

I see her walk into the other room stop and look around.

She turned to walk out rolling her eyes then stopped

"Lemme just check in here because why are we playing hide and seek to find my damn class"

I quietly chuckled at her comment.

The poster:

As she walked in the song changed to Ivy by frank ocean

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As she walked in the song changed to Ivy by frank ocean

She walked in and just stared at me. I smiled a little as she began to read the poster. When she finished she looked back up at me. Still showing no emotion. My nerves were now taking over. The song finished and nothing else played because those were the only two songs in the playlist I had quickly made.

"Are you gonna say something?"

She looked down at her phone for a second then looked back up...

she walked out... the poster slipped out my hands hitting the floor. I started at it for a little bit then I ran out the room after her with the flowers and her basket still in my hands...

"XOLANI! WAIT!"

she kept walking making her way down to the locker room.

She ignored me

"Xolani."

She walked into the girls locker room and it's me following right behind her.

"Xolani! Please ."

I put the flowers and the basket on a bench. Standing back up straight and looked at her. She went to the end of the locker room opened both bathroom doors, went to the other side of the locker room opened the curtain in the back then walked passed me I turn to see where she's going and she looks behind the back lockers.

I sit down preparing myself for the way I'm about to be cursed out. I realized she was checking to see if anybody was in here..

I sighed loud enough for her to hear me.

"Go ahead yell , no one is in here." I said with my head down towards my feet.

Xolani pov:

I now grew frustrated. I walk in-front of her assessing her body language. I knew I was gonna forgive her but I had to get all my bottled up emotions out first.

"Oh, you think yelling's the worst thing that's gonna happen? Nah, you have no idea. Do you even get how fucked up all of this is? Like, I'm over here, drowning in every emotion possible, and you're just playing games like none of it matters to you, and the fact that I'm high right now honestly, how the hell am I even putting words together? Because trust me, the way I feel, I could literally lose it any second.

I gave you everything. Everything. And for what? For you to turn around and cheat on me with her? The one person who treated you like absolute shit for years? She couldn't give a damn about you, and somehow, that's who you end up with? The same person who made you feel worthless, and you still went back? Like, what the actual fuck?

You send all these mixed signals, acting like you care, but your actions? They show the exact opposite. One second, you're saying you love me, and the next, you're pulling this?

But here's the thing I still can't get over how I feel about you. Yeah, you messed up, you broke me, but for some stupid reason, I still care about you. And when you just asked me to be your girlfriend after everything, I hated that I didn't immediately say no. But I can't. I know it's messed up, but I forgive you. I don't know why, but I do. Maybe I'm just that dumb or maybe I love you that much. So yeah, I'll be your girlfriend. Let's see if you can actually prove that I'm not making a mistake trusting you again."...

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Bear WITH ME!!
(Looking back at this chapter idk how yall read this it's so bad 😭. But quick explanation for the end. Xolani was mad still and never got to say what she wanted earlier so this is where she goes off and her emotion are all over the place. She did say yes to being her girlfriend but she's scared!!).

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