She'll never love me the same

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Heyyy 😉😉. Short chapter kinda rushed. comment for any clarification

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Gisellana pov:

As I walked in the bathroom I saw her siting on my sink counter taking a long drag then blowing the excess out. I just stared, she oddly looked good doing it.

"Here"

I took it out here hands looked down at it then looked back up at her.

"Only put the tip between ur lips ayo pause NO DIDDY, then press the button to release it and suck in like ur drinking through a straw then hold take it out but don't open ur mouth the inhale and blow the excess out got it?"

I just nodded my head

I did as told and I surprisingly got it on first try after I blew out the excess I started smiling because I was excited.

"Good jobbb but u sure this ur first time?!?!" She said side eyeing me.

"Yes Xo." I said with a partial eye roll

"Take five more hits I'm finna have yo ass inna clouds yo"

I don't know why I listens to her it's been 15 mins I've taken at least 15 hits she's taking the high way too well she's just chilling.

"Come on I wanna lay down"

"I wanna snack tho Madison"

"Check my nightstand I have chips in there"

She pulled out red Doritos when I saw them I wanted them immediately.

"Pass it here I need now."

She took some then passed the bag. 10 minutes pass by of us eating the chips and they're all gone... Xo ends up laying down on my lap while I sit up with my back against my headboard. Now I think I'm starting to feel the high my bodies relaxed into the position it was in and I started to feel light weight while my eyes fell heavy.

"Xo I think I'm feeling it."

"Just relax I'm here with you" she said turning her head to look up at me.

I love how she looks high i don't know...

I reach down and put the palm of my hand on her cheek getting her attention to look at me.

"You're so beautiful you know that?"

"Your just high Madison, go to sleep."

Omniscient pov:

After Xolani said that it was just her high taking over her thoughts. Madison reassured her with "no I think that regardless if I'm under the influence. I think your the prettiest girl in the world" she stated with a small smile. The two girls started at each other for a bit until Xolani broke the silence "thank you". Xolani, she didn't know what to believe but it was nice hearing it any way. Xolani turns her head out of Madisons palm. A few minutes pass and she feels Madison rubbing on her thigh that's exposed to her. "Why do u like touching me?" Xolani mutters out. "You skin is soft" Madison reply's softly.

"Thank you" she reply's with a soft smile.

"I gotta tell you something Xo."

"Okay what is it" she said looking up at Madison. Madison just stared down for a couple seconds contemplating in her head...
" I don't know if I should do it, what if she rejects me again, what if she doesn't feel that way towards me anymore. I want her to be for me and me only. I need her to be. Looking at her I notice how relaxed she is on my lap. I exam all her facial features. Her eyes low from the sativa she previously consumed. Her nose cute and button like. Her lashes long and naturally curled... and... her lips my favorite feature so soft and kissable looking. I wanted to know what they felt like against mine. Once I did I know I wouldn't be the same and would be hungry for more. I love her more than a best friend. She'll never love me the same. Is what I constantly told my self." Madison had her many internal conflicts but she wasn't the only one conflicted. Xolani stuck in her own thoughts. "She looks like she's going through so much in her head. I wanted to be hers and only hers. I wanted you to share most of my life with her, every second if I could...but she'll never love me the same. I've said it for years and I still can't convince my self that it's true. Maybe we're just better off as friends. I bring my self out of my own thoughts."

"What'd you need to tell me Madison?" Xolani is now curious.

"It's more so showing you". She barely uttered out above a whisper. Their gazes at each other are so intense. Madison reaches for Xolani's cheek softly rubbing it with her thumb. After a couple swipes of her finger it stopped at the corner of Xolani's mouth with out hesitation Madison lowers her head and places a soft gentle kiss on Xolani's soft buttery lips. She sits back up and they hold eye contact until Xolani brings Madison's head down with her hand back to her lips pecking them then one more trying to gain slightly brushing her tongue pass her lips wanting to gain access. Madison gives in and their kiss deepens even more then both exploring each others mouths fighting for dominance Madison surprisingly gaining it all but rubbing on Xolani's ass squeezing it slightly.

Xolani pov:

"Mmm" I slightly moan into the kiss her touch was making me fold. Her rubbing on me turned me on now feeling the wet mess between my legs. I shouldn't be feeling this. She's my best friend.

I pulled away since we were under the influence and she'd regret this tomorrow morning.

"I'm sorry was that too much?" She asked nervously not knowing what reaction she was going to get out of me.

"Maybe we shouldn't have u just did that because you were high.."

"Oh ok we can go to sleep."

"Goodnight lani"

"Goodnight"

I felt bad, really bad.

After I heard her little snores I fell asleep five minutes later...

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how yall feel? I took some things away

How was yalll day?

Xoxo 🎀💝