She'll never love me the same

You've changed pt.2

comment if u need clarification same old same old byeeeee enjoy! VOTE AND COMMENT 🙏🏾!----------

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Xolani pov:

"you've been cutting again haven't you...." she said abruptly stopping my thought process. I just froze. I went to get up off of her to lie because I didn't really wanna have this conversation.

"no why would you think that?" i tried to get up and failed she wrapped her arms around my waist holding me tightly.

"why are you trying to leave then, ur avoiding the conversation and lying"

She loosend her grip and I rolled off of her sitting up.

"because i didn't wanna lay any more."

"I felt them xolani i just didn't wanna say anything in the car. I'm gonna ask again, Have you been cutting?"

"Yes" I said barely above a whisper facing away from her.

Gisellana pov:

She finally admitted to it. I immediately felt sick to my stomach.

"Is.. is it because of me?"

" no it's not ur fault.. I just don't see you actually wanting me I just think my body isn't what you'd wanna see"

Hearing that tore me in to pieces. I reached for her turned body to lean into mine fitting together like puzzle pieces.

"Lani look at me. I don't want you to ever feel like that when I'm with you. Ever. You are so beautiful and I love every part of you. Not only your body but I love your soul, mindset, and your whole persona. I love all of you. I just need you to stop hurting yourself, please."

I saw her eyes start to water and she turned her head into my body. I could feel her tears silently seeping thru my clothes.

"I love you too... so much" her voice was muffled by my clothes but I could hear her clearly.

I lifted up her chin so I could see hear face. I wiped away her tears. While I'm stilling holding her face in the palm of my hand I give her a gentle kiss on the forehead.

She looked at me for a second like she was thinking. She brings my face back down to hers and gives me a soft kiss making it feel like it was the first time we kissed all over again. The kiss quickly deepened. I tried to pull away because of her rules she made.

"Your breaking the rules u made I don't think we should-"

"Fuck those rules you showed me today you really do want us."

She pulled me back down to her face letting her lips talk for her. She pushed me back gently on to the bed her lips never leaving mine. She was now on top of me. She brushed her tongue past her lips wanting access so I let her opening my mouth a little. Her tongue was searching my mouth like something was lost in there. She started  feeling on my side underneath my shirt rubbing gently. Her hands were so warm. I softly moaned into her mouth. I could feel her grin against my mouth. I was thinking about all the times she's made me feel special I wanted to make her feel special as well. I broke away from the kiss.

"Let me make you feel good, today it's all about you let me take care of you baby"

She slightly nodded still hovering over me. She seemed a little nervous.

"Don't be nervous I got you"

I flipped us over so that I was on top. I started kissing down her starting at her lips then then her neck until I got about mid way down her neck she started to squirm letting my know that was her spot. I sucked on that spot a little harder and she moaned into my ear. I kept going at that spot then let my hands explore her body.

"that feels good Madison" she said whispering into my ear.

After a while i unlatch from her neck and I watched her as I kissed her cheek, my lips lingering against her soft skin. The way she looked at me, eyes half-lidded, lips slightly parted, made my heart race. There was something so vulnerable and open about her in this moment, something I hadn't seen before. I felt like we were crossing a line, but instead of fear, there was this warmth between us.

When I tugged at her shirt and asked, "Can I?" her breath hitched. For a second, I worried I'd pushed too far. But then she nodded, her voice barely a whisper as she said, "Yes, you can." Her words sent a wave of electricity through me. But I needed more than a nod, more than a whisper. I wanted to hear her, to know she was completely with me in this. "No, speak," I whispered back, my voice low. "I need to hear you say it."

There was a pause, and in that moment, everything felt still. Then, she looked up at me, her eyes steady and clear. "Yes, you can," she repeated, more sure this time. Her voice was soft but firm, and that was all I needed.

I kissed her again, slower this time, letting the moment sink in between us. My fingers traced lightly along her waist, feeling the warmth of her skin beneath the fabric. It wasn't rushed. I wanted her to feel that this was about more than just physical closeness. I wanted her to know I saw her, all of her.

Her breath came out in soft, shallow sighs as I continued, and I could feel her relaxing more into my touch. The atmosphere around us felt heavy, but not in a way that suffocated—it was like we were wrapped in something fragile and precious, something that only existed in this moment.When I pulled back slightly to look at her, her eyes were closed, her lips slightly parted as she bit down gently on her bottom lip. She looked peaceful, like she was lost in the moment just as much as I was. I ran my fingers lightly down her arm, and she shivered under my touch, her body responding without words.

"You good?" I asked, my voice barely louder than a whisper. She opened her eyes, and they were full of something deep, something I couldn't quite name. She nodded, her lips curling into a soft smile. "Yeah, I'm good."

I smiled back at her, feeling a mix of excitement and tenderness. It wasn't just about the physical connection—we were building something deeper, something real. And for the first time in a long time, I felt like I didn't need to hold back. Her shirt was off and I started kissing down her stomach i stopped at her waist and looked up at her again. She noded her head letting me know i could take off her pants, they slid right off. As I touch the waist band of her boxers i see her stomach cave in slightly.

"You okay?"

"mhmm im good"

I pull her boxers down and the sweetest smell invades my nostrils. I could see her core glistening. She was soaked. My eyes were focused on her core I was ready to indulge, my mouth was watering.

Xolani pov:

I felt her fingers hook around the waistband of my boxers, pulling them down slowly. The air hit me, and I could feel how soaked I was. I watched her eyes, dark and focused, zeroing in on me like she was ready to devour. The way she looked at me had my heart racing. I could feel myself throbbing, waiting for her next move, my whole body on edge. I bit my lip, anticipation making my skin tingle, ready for whatever was about to happen next...

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HANNN cliffhanger 🌚🌚😭😭. It's honestly cs ion know how to write smut scenes im sorry yall 😓. If I don't figure it out we're skipping to the next day 🫣 don't fight me.

(Again looking back at this YUCK YUCKY YUCK OMG 😭)

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